APOV
"Are you sure?'' he asks, hovering over me, only centimeters from my entrance, but I'm not backing out now. This is it, it's happening now.
''Yes'' I breath out, ''Christian, please.''
''You're so beautiful, Ana'' he whispers. ''I'm sorry,'' he says as he slams into me. I cry out as the feeling of him ripping through my virginity hits me. When he's all the way in, he stills and looks down at me, his eyes dark and filled with lust. He opens his mouth and his breathing is harsh ''you're so tight'' he grunts. ''Are you okay?'' I nod, my eyes wide, He continue looking down at me without moving, letting me get used to him inside me. ''I'm going to move now, baby,'' he says and oh so slowly he eases back until he's almost completely out, before slamming back into me again. I cry out a second time, and he stills once again.
He looks at me asking with his eyes, if he can move. ''Yes,'' I gasp out. He's breathing harshly, and groans. He eases back in, with the same slowness, and I groan while my body gets used to him.
''Again?'' he breaths and I nod with a little smile tugging at the sides of my mouth. He lean down and give me a sweet kiss, before he eases back out. This time he doesn't still when he get in all the way again, he moves slowly at first, looking into my eyes. He continues to ease himself in and out of me, and when I get used to him, my hips start to follow his rhythm. He speeds up, and I moan as he slams into me. I am meeting his relentless thrusts. He leans down again and this time kisses me hard, pulling and nibbling on my lower lip.
My body starts to quiver. I didn't know it would feel this good, I never thought it would feel like this, I stiffen. ''Come for me, Ana'' he whisper breathlessly into my ear, and I explode around him as I climax. ''Ana!'' He calls out as he comes, thrusting harder then stilling inside me as he empties himself.
I'm panting and trying to slow down my breathing. I can't hear anything other than my thumping heart. Wow, that was beyond anything I ever imagined it would be like. I open my eyes and his eyes are closed as he gets his breathing under control. He open his eyes, and look down at me, leaning down to gently give me a kiss, as he eases himself out of me.
I wake up and my head hurts like hell, and it also hurt… there, with my eyes barely open I take a look around, trying to figure out where I am. I don't see anything familiar with this place, shit! What happened last night? I remember drunk dialing Christian, and then I think I walked outside. But what happened outside?
I take a look at the nightstand and there's a glass of orange juice and Advil beside it. I take it and lay back down, burrowing my head down into the pillow, as I try to remember.
Yes! I walked out and then I talked to Jose, what happened so? Shit! He tried to kiss me, and that's when Mr. Grey pushed him off me. Christian came! What happened next? I remember Jose walking back inside after I almost threw up all over him. But then Christian helped me to the side of the parking lot, and I continued to puke more. How embarrassing!
Then he offered to drive me home, but I said no. And I'm not home now, so where am I, did he drive me here?
''Anastasia, wait!'' I hear Christian shout after me, and I giggle as I walk as fast as I can back to the bar. The room is lit up in many different colors, and it's quite dizzying. I feel someone grab my upper arm, and I turn around to look into gray fierce eyes. ''Anastasia, you need to go home. Let me drive you.''
''Come on, Christian'' I whine ''have some fun, take a drink with me.'' He narrows his eyes at me, looking up and down at what I'm wearing and I start to feel self conscious. He shakes his head and tries to drag me out of the bar. ''Christian,'' I whine again ''one drink, please? I had coffee with you, please have a drink with me.'' I blink up at him sweetly, and he rolls his eyes.
''One drink, Ms. Steele and then we're leaving.'' He says as he guides me over to bar, his hand on my lower back. I feel goose bump all the way up to my neck, at his touch. He orders one drink for himself and then one to me without asking what I want.
I look around the pub, expecting to see if his big security guy is somewhere, but I don't see him. Christian hands me my drink and guides me to an empty table. I look around looking for Kate and to see what happened with Jose. I can't see Jose anywhere, and Kate is dancing with a cute blond guy. I turn around to look at Christian, and just as I've turned my head, his lips are on mine.
He coaxes my mouth open with his tongue, and I let out a moan, his tongue exploring my mouth and my tongue quickly begins stroking his back. My hands go immediately to his soft hair, and he's grasping my chin with one hand, and the other hand at the nape of my neck. We pull back breathlessly when someone stomps in my chair. Christian is looking at me with hooded dark eyes.
''I think we need one more drink,'' he says.
So one drink weren't just one drink? The cute blond guy that Kate danced with turned out to be Christian's big brother Elliot. We all sat around and drank for a while. Then my memories are clouded again. What happened? Jose went home with a redhead, without a word or anything he left looking pissed.
Kate went home with Elliot, to our place I think; did I go home with Christian? I sit up in bed and look under the covers, I'm completely naked. I had sex with Mr. Grey? And I can't remember? I wasn't saving myself for marriage, but I always thought I was at least going to remember my first time. And to have it with someone I trusted and loved. But Mr. Grey wow! Well done, Steele, I can hear Kate say already.
Christian and I sit by the table and we're on our 5th drink now. We've talked and kissed, and he could he would push me back and be on me in seconds. I know he wants to, he told me so after our third drink. And I want that too, badly. God, at this moment I want nothing more.
''We just got married!'' someone shouts as they walk in the door. They look happily at each other, and kiss. ''Isn't my wife stunning?'' He asks as he twirls her around, making her laugh and shriek.
''Awww, how romantic,'' I gush over the sight of the two of them. They're so cute, and they look so in love with each other. I want that, I want to have someone to come to; someone who loves me like a husband loves his wife. Someone who would show me every day how much he appreciates me, ''I want a husband.'' I whisper.
''Let's get married'' Christian whispers in my ear.
No! Surely that didn't happen. CEO Christian Grey would never do anything like that, would he? We were obviously drunk, no one would marry us. No we're not married, we can't be.
I hear muffled voice in the hall, getting louder and louder. The door is thrown open, and Christian is standing there, with fury in his eyes. ''Just get the fucking lawyer here, now!'' he growls in the phone before looking at me.
Oh shit, we got married last night.
