Teal'c's feelings
(Pretty lame story name, shoot me a PM if you can think of a better one!)
Disclaimer: Sadly theses wonderfulk character don't belong to me... Maybe for Christmas?
A/N: Ok guys, here is another short story, in English after reading Margaret Wild's children's picture book "Fox" we had to do a creative writing piece on this story or something that has been inspired from it. Thanks to thoses who helped me write this, that means you Bec, Ally and Stapes!


I have betrayed my people, my family, my 'God'. I have learnt that he is not a real God after all. I have had suspicions for a long time that he was not a real God. I am Teal'c of Chulak, First Prime of Apophis.

It was The Choosing today, I was ordered to choose another female to present to my Queen, Apophis's bride Amaunet, someone that she would take as a host, I loathe doing this but I know if I don't I will be labelled a Shol'vah, a traitor to my people and be executed and my family outcast. I was ordered to kill the rest of the humans in the cell after the rest of The Choosing had taken place, when one of the humans, wearing strange green clothing that came from far off lands, yelled at me "I can save these people!" I did not know who he was or where he came from but I felt as if he could do what he had just said and in that split second that it took me to make up my mind I found myself saying "Many have said that- But you are the first I believe could do it!"

I had to kill my comrades, to save these people that I had never met before. I felt as if I was in a prison, not one that was made of bricks and mortar, because I knew you do not always need walls around oneself to feel trapped as my master had said to me so many times before, it is the prison that you cannot see that is the worst of them all, your own mind and heart can hold oneself tighter then chains ever could. I had no choice, save these people, kill my comrades, be labelled as a traitor and have my family outcast or kill the humans, keep my family safe and continue to be a First Prime, doing something that was now against all my beliefs there was no point in killing harmless people.

We had gotten everyone that was in the prison to their home world. Before this happened when I had betrayed my people, I had nowhere to go. One of the humans said to me "For this you can stay at my place…" I had no idea where 'his place' could be, but I had nowhere else to go. So I decided to follow, I had made Bra'tac vow to me that he would keep my family safe if something unfortunate would happen to me, it seemed not that it was a good idea to make him vow to me.

They do not trust me, why would they do such a thing? I was once an enemy to these very people poised and ready to kill them, ready to do such a dreadful crime. I was ready to kill more people, I have done it so many times in my life so far, it has become as if it's second nature to me.


That's all for now, please review!