XX September 2013
The first thing I saw when I open my eyes was a huge stream of light. I was confused. I didn't know what's going on until my mind filled with a flashback movies, and started to remember. I witnessed the cruelty of the world I've lived in over and over. Someone we call as "player" recruit and used us like a toy soldiers, then dump us once they're bored. It happened to me countless time. I clenched my hand tightly. I've never felt so angry before. The last "player" who recruited me said that I'm not strong enough and too hard to handle. Thus I got disband from their house. It's not like I didn't want to fight back, but I COULDN'T.
As usual, I obediently transfered back to the starting point, the Lounge. I despise this place the most. Everyone who's in the lounge retain every single memories from our separate body either it's good or bad. For me.. the worse part was the most dominant. I could feel the pain eating away my rotten heart. What's our purpose in living? Is it really.. only to be used as a tool by this cruel entity called "player"? None of my friends know the answer.
