Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Joss has the privilege! Any characters mentioned also belong to him.
Rating: K
Timeframe: 3 months after Angel left her at the end of Season 3. She's not at college yet
Summary: Ok, here it goes. Its based on the Roosters song Deep and Meaningless, thus the title of this fic. It's just a oneshot written in Buffy's POV. It's not that good but it started to plague me while I was doing my philosophy coursework so I had to stop and write it – anything to stop studying!lol
'' is around the Bands name italics is the song name and bold are the lyrics
PLEASE READ AND REVIEW!
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He's gone. He left me. 3 months later and I'm still not over it. I don't think I'll ever be able to. It hurts so bad. I'm sitting on the windowsill he used to come to and hold me. I won't cry. I've already cried so much I don't think I have any left to cry. Willow's really worried about me, I can tell. So is Xander. I can here it in his voice when he calls from his road trip. I feel so alone, like I'm missing a piece of me like an arm or something. Never really understood that before but I do now. I feel so empty. I walk over to my CD player and turn on the radio. Maybe this will help. Soon 'Roosters' Deep and Meaningless starts to play.
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
I'm crying now. Big, heaving sobs. That's how I feel. I hate him. But I still love him. Angel, why did you leave me? I need you.
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A/N: Short and sweet. I just had to get this out. Sorry its so short and not that good. Review anyways to tell me what you think and please don't be too harsh – I cry easy!lol
