Thoughts

I've always thought that things would work out fine. I never thought that my life would change so drastically, from teen superhero to second most dangerous woman in the world, Shego being the first. Goody-goody turned evil… "EVIL"… because I'm really not. I'm forced to be evil because I have nowhere to run. They all shut me out: my family, friends, school, GJ, and the whole world, all because I fell in love. How can it be so wrong when it feels so right?

I fell in love with Shego, is that so bad? I still fought her during missions and I still stopped them from stealing. Nothing was different, at least, not unless we were behind closed doors of our rooms. How can that be so evil? Is it because she's another girl? Is it because she's a villain? Or is it because everyone else wanted Ron and me together?

I can't be with Ron. I don't feel that way about him. I love him only as a friend. He says it's the same with me, although he liked me before. It's Shego I want to be with, and she, with me. Ron himself is in love with another boy and no one seems to mind. Is it because he's a boy? Is it because the one he loves is a nice little computer genius? Or is it because Ron's just the sidekick and it really doesn't matter? If that's the case, then I never wanted to lead Team Possible.

But life is better now, so much better than a year a go when everyone shut me out of their world. I had no place to go but with Shego and become a villain. I don't want to be like this, but there's nothing else to do. This is the only way I can be with her. She didn't force me to do this, ever. I chose this on my own. I'm happier now that I'm with her. At least she accepts me for me and doesn't expect me to be so perfect all the time. I'm just human. Some things are impossible even for a Possible.

I just wish that they all understood me. I wish they could've been okay with it, or at least accept that it's this way. Even Ron was okay with it, although he was shocked, but when everyone seemed to disapprove and he was the only one who was did approve, he had to act like them because he knew that they'd treat him and Wade the way they treated me if he didn't. I told him it was okay if he did that. It was, really, because I knew that deep inside, he cares about me. I didn't want his life to be a living hell just because mine was, anyway. I wanted him to be happy and respected. He deserves it.

Things are definitely getting better, although this life is hard. We're always on the run, but it does give me somehow the same thrill as before when I was chasing villains all over the world. And it's the same adrenaline rush fighting with Shego and fighting her before. Sometimes, this whole villain thing is more exciting for me.

Shego would be back soon. I should get out of bed and wash up. I'm sure she'll be happy when I cook up something special for her for breakfast. I'm really getting better at cooking… so much better, thanks to Shego. She's taught me so much already and she still is. That's what I love about her. Hmm… I guess I really do. I love Shego.


This is my first time doing Kim's POV, or at least focusing on Kim, in fanfiction. Let me know what you think and how I can make it better the next time I make another. Please review. It will be greatly appreciated.