Unbearable Pain

James has just bitten Bella's hand and now Edward has to choose whether to let the venom spread, he decided to turn her into a vampire. What would the story be like after that?

By some seriously obsessed with twilight fans. PLEASE READ! And tell us what you think.

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(3 days later)

"Edward, she's waking up!" Alice said urgently but no louder than a whisper. The venom was starting to wear off. The only sound I could hear was the cars on the freeway.

"Bella?" He whispered and for a moment I wondered if he really said it. I scanned my memory for anything that was significant. I remembered James and then pain. Lots of pain.

"Bella can you hear me? You're home. And safe," He said, his voice still like velvet but somehow strained.

My eyes fluttered open. The desire to see his face was uncontrollable.

"Edward," I managed in an unfamiliar tone. It was then I felt his hand on mine, but not how I remembered it. It was lighter. "Edward… What happened?"

My eyes refocused on the deep purple circles under his eyes. They were darker than I had ever seen. I caught my breath, "Edward, what happened?" My strange voice was more demanding this time. I pulled myself up to see him better but all my limbs were stiff yet exhausted. Surprisingly, everything responded including my right leg. Something was different. I was different.

"Bella…" he paused. "Bella, do you remember… anything?"

I thought for a second. There was brick wall in my mind blocking anything before the pain and even that was blurred.

"James..." I felt a snarl ripped through my teeth. My hand automatically snapped up to my mouth and covered it. A memory so blurry it felt like a dream resurfaced.

"Bella," He said the pain showing in his voice, "Bella I'm so sorry, James…" He trailed off as another memory of mine returned. I remembered James… he turned me into a vampire. I cringed away from his name as if he was in the room.

"Bella, I shouldn't of let the venom spread but I knew that if I started to suck the venom out I'd end up…" He swallowed, "Killing you and call me selfish but I need you in my life Bella."

"I'm a… vampire," I whispered. I looked deep into his eyes they were dark. He was so thirsty. "Edward you should hunt." I sighed the idea of him leaving me hurting me already.

"I've just told you that you're a vampire because of me and you don't hate me or angry at me. Bella, you can't get older. This is it. 17 forever." He studied my eyes.

"That's the thing Edward." I paused studying his eyes too. "I love you and I know that you won't love me as much as you did when I was human, but I want to be with you. Do you still want to be with me? Do you still love me?" Panic should have shaken my voice but my perfectly smooth voice didn't change. It sounded stupid to be talking to him about how much he loved me. He had reassured me so many times of that fact, but I could never find a reason why he loved me.

He waited, studying my face as he spoke to make sure I was really listening.

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you left with Alice, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything." He stroked my face with the back of his hand but kept his eyes locked on mine. "I love you Isabella Marie Swan."

I smiled slightly. The reassurance that he loved me played over in my head a few times.

"What are we going to do now?" I asked staring back into Edward's eyes.