Disclaimer: I do not own The Mediator but I do own this P.O.V
This is for my one true love.
How can I face you?
After all that happened...
How can I fight for what I feel?
I don't want to add more damage to what I've done.
I don't want you to be involved and get hurt by my foolish mistakes.
Maybe I'll regret this someday,.. saying " I should've fought for what I feel"
But I won't regret how I tried to save you from my problem, from my karma and from my selfishness.
This is the only way that I believe that I can try to make it up to you.
Even if I'm nothing in your eyes,
All I care about is your happiness.
You were always pretending to be strong in front of other people, always wanted to look tough..
But I know deep inside that you were just lonely and vulnerable.
You once said that I'm patient and I'm a very wonderful person,
But now I just want to say you're wrong.
If there's someone who's wonderful between us,.. it's you.
I know you have so many wonderful dreams,
I have faith in you that you'll accomplish them someday.
I'll be alright as long as you're happy.
This is what I think is best for you,
Because I'm not deserving enough for your love.
I truly am sorry for my foolishness.
I always say I don't want to have any regrets but now I have so many..
I've got to face my life without you and move on because I'll only hurt you and myself if I look back and pursue what I really want.
Because what I always wanted is to be with you.
I want to feel the love you gave me before,
I want to hear you sing and laugh and even your smile,
I want to make up for all the time we drifted apart,
I want to tell you how sorry I am for being foolish and for not believing in you because I was scared,
I want to be with you till eternity...
And the most important of all,
I want to love you till I breath my last breathe..
And that's the only thing I can try to achieve..
To love you from afar.
