Disclaimer: I do not own The Mediator but I do own this P.O.V

This is for my one true love.


How can I face you?

After all that happened...

How can I fight for what I feel?

I don't want to add more damage to what I've done.

I don't want you to be involved and get hurt by my foolish mistakes.

Maybe I'll regret this someday,.. saying " I should've fought for what I feel"

But I won't regret how I tried to save you from my problem, from my karma and from my selfishness.

This is the only way that I believe that I can try to make it up to you.

Even if I'm nothing in your eyes,

All I care about is your happiness.

You were always pretending to be strong in front of other people, always wanted to look tough..

But I know deep inside that you were just lonely and vulnerable.

You once said that I'm patient and I'm a very wonderful person,

But now I just want to say you're wrong.

If there's someone who's wonderful between us,.. it's you.

I know you have so many wonderful dreams,

I have faith in you that you'll accomplish them someday.

I'll be alright as long as you're happy.

This is what I think is best for you,

Because I'm not deserving enough for your love.

I truly am sorry for my foolishness.

I always say I don't want to have any regrets but now I have so many..

I've got to face my life without you and move on because I'll only hurt you and myself if I look back and pursue what I really want.

Because what I always wanted is to be with you.

I want to feel the love you gave me before,

I want to hear you sing and laugh and even your smile,

I want to make up for all the time we drifted apart,

I want to tell you how sorry I am for being foolish and for not believing in you because I was scared,

I want to be with you till eternity...

And the most important of all,

I want to love you till I breath my last breathe..

And that's the only thing I can try to achieve..

To love you from afar.