AUTHOR'S NOTES:
I will be updating "Can you see my pain?" in a little bit but first I need to write the third chapter…
Here is a new fanfic about how Ciel's rebellious attitude began. As it gets more and more into the fanfic, Ciel's attitude will get more and more out of control.
***WARNINGS: Language, Hints Of Sex.
**Reviews help ;)
CHAPTER 1
Ciel slowly dialed the number to his manor. The phone rang a few times before Sebastian picked up the phone.
"Hello," came the calm voice "This the Phantomhive butler, how may I help you?"
Ciel swallowed "S-Sebastian," for the first time in his life he sounded unsure.
"Young master." came Sebastian's surprised voice "Where are you? Everyone is worried sick. I sent Finny and Bardroy out to go fetch you and Meyrin is searching for you in-"
"Shut up." Ciel commanded his voice still unsure "I need you to come get me."
"Where are you?" Sebastian's main concern was if the young master was hurt or not, despite the annoying behavior Ciel was having recently, if there was so much as a scratch on his master…
There was a pause before Ciel spoke again.
"I'm in jail."
It was a normal morning at the Phantomhives. The servants were tending to their duties and the butler of Phantomhive was gracefully making his way down the hall with a breakfast tray for the young master. The black clad butler lightly knocked on the 13 year old's door. "Young master." He cracked open the door silently and looked at the large white bed.
Ciel Phantomhive was asleep in bed, the most peaceful expression on his face that showed every feature of his innocence except for one.
His virginity.
Ciel had lost his virginity to his butler only about a week ago. The question was if they were in any serious relationship. Well, Sebastian did care for his master and that was a fact, however he never thought of having a crush on the young boy until his 'needs' for the younger male came out. He felt himself very protective over the young male and at he didn't want anything to happen to him, especially his innocence being taken. Sebastian was gentle, he knew he had tainted Ciel's soul which is something he didn't want to do. It kind of just happened.
Back to the question if they are in a serious relationship.
They kiss each other more than they should and they have exchanged the three words 'I love you.' Once or twice to each other, but Ciel never believed Sebastian when he said that. After all, demons had no heart beat and even after all this, Sebastian still acted like a butler to his master.
"Young master." Sebastian said as he opened the curtains "Come now my young lord, it is time to get up, we mustn't waste time."
Said 13 year old groaned and turned on his side away from Sebastian "Five more minutes…" he mumbled very tiredly.
A gentle but understanding smile found its way onto the demon's face. "Young master," he took the blankets off of Ciel "It is 2 minutes passed 8 in the morning. We are 2 minutes behind schedule. Now please, if you would, sit up so I may dress you."
Ciel sighed tiredly. He rubbed his eyes then sat up, "And whose fault is it that we are running late, hm?" he sat on the edge of the bed.
Sebastian was busy preparing the tea "My apologies young master. I suppose I would have woken you sooner but you seemed so peaceful I just-"
"Pervert."
Sebastian looked over at Ciel. "I beg your pardon?"
Ciel looked away "You don't watch kids while they're sleeping. That's something a pervert does."
"My apologies." Sebastian handed Ciel his tea and a scone. The demon didn't understand how a pastry-like human food was considered breakfast, it was no more then cake, it had icing and everything. "Humans are strange creatures." He shook his head and laid Ciel's clothes on the bed beside the young boy and got to work unbuttoning Ciel's sleep shirt when Ciel grabbed his wrist and moved it away from the buttons. Sebastian looked at him, quite confused.
"I can take care of it from here." Ciel muttered.
"Oh? So you are saying that you would like to dress yourself today? Forgive me for asking my dear lord, but does it have something to do with the puber-"
"Absolutely not! What a ridiculous question!" It was true though. Ciel was going through puberty. He found that he was gaining muscle without even lifting a finger and he also saw more 'intimate' differences in his lower regions. "Just turn around and don't peek, devil!"
Sebastian bowed "Yes, my lord." And turned around, his back facing the young earl, giving him some privacy. Ciel set his tea on the side table, took the night shirt off over his head and put on the fancy button up shirt then the blue shorts that cuffed to his knees.
"You may look." He mumbled.
Sebastian turned around and faced the earl. He knew the young child couldn't button his clothes. But why did Ciel insist on getting dressed without Sebastian's help even though they have had sex? He shook his head "The puberty is probably making him embarrassed." Sebastian helped Ciel get fully dressed, told Ciel his schedule then left the room to attend his duties as any great butler would. With grace and plenty of work ethic.
Ciel however, didn't have any work ethic that day. He was utterly depressed and not to mention bored. He had a pile of paperwork that needed to be done and he just wasn't doing it. He had his head laying on his desk and was clicking his pen repeatedly until there was a knock on the door and in came Sebastian with Ciel's afternoon snack and afternoon tea.
He sighed at the annoying clicking sounds of the pen. "Young master…" he stopped himself. He really couldn't say anything without pissing Ciel off. "Today's afternoon snack includes-"
"No snack." The pen clicking stopped.
"I'm sorry?" it wasn't an apology, it was a question.
"No snack. No tea."
"Very well." Sebastian sighed and put everything back on the tray. "Are you feeling quite alright?"
"I'm bored, Sebastian." Ciel lifted his head up and looked at Sebastian. "Do something about this."
"It is not my job to entertain you." Ciel frowned at that. "If you would like, I would be more than happy to take you for a walk in town." Sebastian suggested.
Ciel thought a moment before sighing and setting his pen down on his desk. "Fine." He replied in a rather bored tone.
Ciel made his way down the sidewalk of town with Sebastian following close behind to make sure nobody snatched the earl up.
It wasn't that crowded to be honest. It was a normal Tuesday afternoon, kids were in school, parents at work, they passed by a few prostitutes, a few homeless people.
Yep, welcome to London.
"Can we just go home already?" Ciel asked rather impatiently. "The town is filthy, disgusting and I hate it."
"If that is your wish then so be it." Sebastian put his hand over his heart as he said this.
Ciel turned around and headed back to the mansion as if he was in a hurry to get back.
Sebastian had to walk a bit faster "Wait my lor-" he stopped. Something had caught Sebastian's attention. He smiled, knowing exactly what it was "Who does that lovely voice belong to?" he said as he looked down at a beautiful white feline "Why it's you." Sebastian got on one knee and pet the cat "Where are your parents little one?"
By this time, Ciel was more than halfway to the house. "Once we get home I want a bath, no exceptions. Understand Sebastian?" when there was no answer Ciel said Sebastian's name again "Sebastian." No response. Ciel grit his teeth "Answer your master!" he turned around, only to see that Sebastian was no longer with him. "S-Sebastian…?"
He looked around. There was no sign of the tall butler anywhere.
"How dare he just leave me like this! How dare he!"
Ciel walked around in attempt to search for his lost butler. It wasn't until he passed by an alley that he heard a voice.
"Hey kid."
Ciel looked in the alley to see a group of 4 teenagers dressed in black smoking cigarettes, weed, and even meth. He couldn't help but cough when the smoke went in his nostrils and into his lungs.
"What's up?" one of the teenagers with blonde hair asked. "You lost?"
"You look bored." the red head said.
Ciel shook his head "No, not bored. I have depression." He never really admitted that to anybody. After all, nobody cared what your problem was.
"Come sit with us."
"No, I'm quite alright."
"Come on! What's the worst that can happen?"
Ciel thought. He knew these people were bad news, but…
It couldn't hurt, right? Sebastian will never know. Ciel went into the alley and sat on a barrel. The teenagers clapped with words like "Alriiight" and "Looks like we gotta new member."
New member? Since when did Ciel belong anywhere? That was a cause for his depression, he was so much more different than any of the other kids his age, however these kids were much older. Around 17-19 years old. The point is, Ciel was lonely and didn't really belong anywhere. He was too adult and sophisticated to be a child and he was too much of a child to be an adult. Ciel was handed a pipe with some meth in it.
"Here," the only girl in the group motioned "I warmed this up for you, hurry up and inhale it and tell us what you think."
Ciel took it. This was happening so fast. It hasn't even been 5 minutes knowing these people and he was already being handed drugs. Ciel felt peer pressure building inside him, knowing this wasn't a safe or mart thing to do…but one puff couldn't hurt right?
He was wrong.
He inhaled a huge amount of the drug and felt his mouth get full. When he opened his mouth, a bunch of pale puffy smoke came out of his mouth, he was quite surprised with the amount of smoke that just came out of his mouth. He was more shocked upon what he was feeling after he inhaled the meth.
He felt…happy. It was as if this simple little drug took away all of his pain and misery and just made him forget all about it. He felt like he was floating, he felt like he could conquer the world. He even cracked a smile. His high was over when he heard his name being caused. Excusing himself from the older teens, he left the alley and walked up to Sebastian who was looking for him.
"I'm terribly sorry my lord." Sebastian apologized "It's just…there was a fine feline and I just…"
"It's ok."
Sebastian felt his eyes widen a bit in shock. He smiled and put his hand over his heart, bowing his head. "I do not think I heard you right my lord. Would you please mind repeating yourself?"
"It's ok. I'm not mad." And with that, Ciel turned around and headed back to the mansion with a very confused Sebastian following closely behind.
AUTHOR'S NOTES:
Yes, I realize this chapter was not good. Nor did it have Ciel being rebellious. His rebellious attitude will show much more in chapter 3 so if you could just stay with me through chapter 2 then I promise you will not be disappointed.
As I said, as this story get's deeper and deeper and the more chapters there are, Ciel's attitude will get more and more out of control. I cannot stress that enough.
**Reviews help!
**Be sure to follow this story while you're at it! See you in the next chapter!
