DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN POKEMON
Part one: Hero to Grovyle
I can only half remember…
A black time. I fear it. I fear you and your eyes, you know I betrayed you. I should go with you but I fear having to start again. So I retreat to the partner I remember. My lovely partner, maybe I would then be happy, but your eyes.
The loneliness.
The betrayal.
Is there more to life for you now then the betrayer and the betrayed? I remember coming here, so lost and lonely, no better than you are now. Somehow I wish things could be different. And part of me wants to go with you, to embrace the bond I can hardly see between us. But I fear you. And your eyes.
So I watch helpless as your heart breaks.
No, I am not helpless I am breaking your heart.
But it scares me that I don't want to stop. Things as they are… why couldn't it all have stayed simple? One team in a friendly world where you didn't even exist.
But I started to remember…
The dimensional scream? Dusknoir? I could have ignored them. I could have let the darkness shift my heart but the thing that stopped me from letting them was a memory buried so deeply I cannot recall it. Only it involved you, our lives are intertwined. But sometimes I just want to break free and lead my own life…
But I don't know what to do.
I don't even know who I really am.
What evil things did I do in my life that I tried to forget? Was I actually a good person? I can sense darkness in my mind, but that means nothing.
How can I be trusted to tell darkness from light when I don't know my own mind and memories?
Memories are part of us. Hardly anyone realizes how much of us they make up until they leave us, helpless.
They left me which is why I watch those around me break their hearts, not knowing what to do.
Yet even if I had my memories would anything be different?
