Author's Note= I was inspired, by the poem in In Silence by Goggles And Chocolate. =) The phrase "Screaming smiles like signs on my trail of tears" Just clicked. I was like. "Screaming Smiles? I LOVE it!" And ya… POOF here we are... Seems I have been having lots of POOF moments lately… And Chapter 7 of Hack My Heart should be out tomorrow.

Matt's POV


My mask, I'm aware,
Shows I really don't care,
But how would it be,
If you really could see?

It's hard to bare,
When you're unaware,
Of how beautiful you are,
And that you've come so far.

I can't explain,
The odd sense of shame,
That seems to grow,
But never does flow.

I'm running out of words,
I know, it's absurd,
But I just can't say,
What I feel every day.

I've been trying for long whiles,
Just trying to scream my smiles,
But you never see,
You never see me.

My smiles are tainted,
Now always painted,
I try to scream,
Or plan out a scheme.
But you never once saw.

The smiles I scream,
They run throughout my bloodstream.
And those screamed smiles,
Will be me for a while.