Hey guys, guess what? new story! I'm dedicating this fic to my friend Kennedy. Who thanks to me is now an extreme fan of the manga and anime. shes like obsessed...oops... aaaaanywaaaays.
Disclaimer: I do not, nor shall I ever have the wonderous manga called Fairy Tail in my possession.
Here's to wishing that there will be some kind of Nalu in the near future of the real manga.
She supposed her life would be simpler if she just gave up on her silly crush. But Lucy Heartfilia was never one to give up easily on something. Even if that something was as thick headed as Natsu Dragneel.
She admits that there were probably better choices than the fire dragon slayer, but her head didn't really have a say in the matter, her heart was already set on winning his.
She didn't know when exactly it happened, her best guess was that it was the moment they left the island; when they were on the boat she realized how close she was to never seeing him again. It was probably then when it clicked and her love for the boy began. She wanted dearly to confess her feelings to him, but the right moment had yet to appear.
There was also the problem of Lisanna; which whom Natsu had grew up and raised Happy with. Lucy knew that this meant they had a special bond that she had no way of competing against. This made her feel inadequate. Insufficient. Unsuitable. Like it was pointless to even try. But despite her odds, she was trying anyways.
And that's how Lucy Heartfilia found herself standing outside the door of the guild; head resting on the rough wood, trying to build up the courage to finally tell Natsu how she felt. She took a deep breath and quietly slipped through the door, trying hard not to call attention towards herself. She feared if she was distracted she would lose all her confidence and chicken out...again. She maneuvered through the noisy crowds; bowing her head to avoid the various objects flying through the air.
"Mira!" She called out, waving her arms frantically; catching the eye of the beautiful barmaid, who waved back grinning. Lucy beckoned her closer, "Have you seen Natsu around?" Mira stretched up and looked around the room, giggling she pointed towards the back of the guild. Lucy followed her gaze and saw Natsu with a Half naked Gray being Disciplined by Erza. Lucy sighed, knowing now that she probably wouldn't get a chance to talk with him. She knew that he was soon going to say something disrespectful, and Erza would- "Ah. thought so." she mumbled, ducking as Natsu flew high over her head and crashed into the already battered wall behind her. Lucy pinched the bridge of her nose and walked towards the object of her affection, preparing to carry him back to his house. but when she got closer Lisanna rushed past her and knelt before the dragon slayer.
"Natsu! Are you alright? Should I carry you home?" She questioned, worried. Natsu groaned in reply. Lisanna must have taken it as a 'yes' because she hoisted him up and propped him on his feet, letting him lean on her shoulder for support. Lucy's heart twinged with jealousy as they hobbled out of the guild. She sat down, scowling. She knew that she shouldn't be angry with Lisanna; she had done nothing wrong. But Lucy just couldn't help but feel resentful towards the youngest of the Strauss siblings. She shook her head sadly,
"I should just give up now. I really don't know why I keep trying."
'wrong' a voice in her head said. 'you know that's not true! you keep trying because you love him more than anything.' Lucy groaned.
"I know. I know. But it would be so much easier if I didn't."
"Lucy? Who are you talking to?" Someone behind her asked hesitantly,
"The voice in my head" She moaned, hiding her face in her hands. She heard whoever asked the question slowly back away. Lucy opened her hands and let her head fall heavily onto the table with a loud thunk. She really need to think before she spoke out loud.
I shall keep writing. it Probably wont be a very long story. maybe a few chapters. Be sure to review! i love any kind of input, whether it be positive or negative.
