It's been a year since my last update and I've facing many difficulties to continue this hobby of mine. I lost my laptop last year, thus, losing all the current update of my fanfics. Therefore, I've deleted "Love Hurts" for I may no longer continue the story. I am trying hard to not neglecting The Prince First Love since I really like that fics and will find the time to continue it. A little about this fic, it will be a short story compared to the other and I really wanted to end it as fast as I could. Probably it was not that good since I wrote it in a rush mood but I will corrected it after this and yeah, my English seriously has gone rusty since I've been writing more articles in my own language and I totally forgot to sharpened my English. sorry about that.
Enough talking and enjoy.
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach.
BECAUSE OF YOU
"I've done what you want. Are you pleased now?"
The words spilled like a sword piercing through her already broken heart, shredded it like a piece of paper. She could feel the hatred and rage loiter in every syllable that passed through the thin lips but she only dare to keep her mouth shut. There were only two of them alone in the room, standing two steps from each other, face to face. No noise, no movement; just the heavy breathing from the man in front of her which fills with wrath.
She silently gazed at him; admire how the silhouette of him looks seamlessly handsome. His beautiful grey eyes were hidden beneath the long, ebony hair that falls on his broad shoulder. She must admit, deep in her heart the tall man appears stunning with the black tuxedo fit perfectly with his masculine body but the red tie which neatly tied an hour ago has been scruffy, hanging loose around his neck. However, what she really wanted to do was to speak to hold that strong body in her arms, touching and feels his skin against her but she couldn't.
Today, she couldn't for she knew it's a crime.
A sin.
"What should we do now? Congratulate your successful desire or better I say…selfish?"
She stared dumbstruck, her mouth gaping at the mocking sentence and she could feel tears started to form, stinging her swollen eyes. The words although passed easily from his mouth, hurt her more than she could imagine.
Selfish?
She chuckle slightly, bitter and ache. Why can he understand her intentions? What she had done, it's the best for them, for their lives.
But you never see it that way, didn't you, Byakuya?
Trying to swallow the lump in her throat, she cleared it with a harsh cough, opening her mouth to inhale the cold air into her lungs. She needed air, oxygen and room to breathe. It feels suffocating to be with him in the room when she knew, it is wrong but still, deep in her heart, she wanted it to be.
She tighten her fist, barely trying to recollect all the courage she had gather from the moment she intended to step into the room.
"Byakuya, I…"
"You what?" he cut her off, his eyes glared deadly upon her as he stood a mere steps from her, towering the petite figure. He could sense the tense as the body cowering, slightly trembled each time his voice echo in the small room however, he couldn't bring the compassionate from his cold heart to comfort, to touch or kiss the trembled lips. He even couldn't bring the words to tranquilize the pain that spreading like a virus into his veins, killing all his senses and feelings. How can he tell the words she wanted to hear if it's only a lie?
Byakuya looked at her and his heart wrench almost painfully. She was standing in front of him, her eyes glowing with the beautiful gleams like stars twinkle in the midnight sky and the wet, crimson lips… egging him to taste, to lick… he ducked his head a little, wanted to vanish the thought of her but still, he couldn't bring a word to describe how beautiful she was at that moment.
She was like an angel, pure and innocent. The white gown definitely arouse the naïve side of her and with the black hair bound upward, it brings a vibrant view of her luscious neck. She wore nothing on her neck, only a star-shape earing and white ribbon tidying the hair. The line white silk chiffon dress falls on her knees and the sleeveless cut shows her pale, bare skin with only beads of pearl bracelet around her wrist. Byakuya cleared his throat, swiftly avoiding from staring at her with lustful eyes.
"You know it's not like that…it's the best for us."
He silently gazes at her, and he receives the remark deep with regret and agony. Although the room was dim, he could see the tears brimming across her rosy cheeks and heard the hoarse voice as she spoke. Nevertheless, he couldn't eaten the words, couldn't signify the meaning of her action. It feels like she had betrayed him, neglecting their love for her own selfishness and for all those years sowing love and dreams; it turns out to be a lie. Nothing but an empty promise!
"Best for us…?" Byakuya repeated the words; his voice was deep and emotionless. He had heard for an umpteenth times and grew fed up with it.
"For all this years, does it means nothing to you? Our love, our promises… didn't you see that? How can you-"
"It's the best for us!" she abruptly snapped, glaring at him. How many times does she need to imply those words until he could understand? Before she could say another word, her petite body was suddenly pushed against the wall, a hand pinning both her wrist above her head.
"Bya-Byakuya! Stop this! What are you doing?" she stuttered, suddenly alarmed with the intimacy between them. She tilted her head upward to meet his gaze but suddenly pause when she catch a gleam of rage in the misty grey eyes.
He was staring at her; his gaze was impassive and cold. His right hand tightens around her both wrists, the other one beside her right cheek, trapping her. She was aware of how close her breasts against him, brushing his dark suit whenever she struggle to move. Wriggling from his grip, she was rewarded with a callous hand touching her rosy cheek; caress the soft mound and gradually inching to her succulent lips.
She gasp, her eyes widen when the fingers tracing her lips, slightly tugging the bottom part. "Byakuya!"
"Shh…" he spoke, the warm breathe of him fanning her cold cheeks. "I'm angry right now. You don't like it when I'm angry," he whispers sensually, his voice was husky. He tilted his head a little, catching the earlobe and make a quick lick of it, causing the woman in front of him whimpered. He smirked upon seeing her reaction, casually continue his ministration, caressing her blossom cheek.
"Why are you doing this?" she murmured, meeting his eyes. "You know this is wrong." He chuckled softly, as if it didn't affect him at all.
"Is it? Tell me…" his voice deep and sexy, and with the sly smile plastered on his face, she was like mesmerized by his mischievous behaviors. "Do you hate it?" as he spoke, his lips deliberately touching the crook of her neck, taking his time to pleasure the soft, warm skin.
She gasped, jolted by the sudden sensations and she squirm even more from his grips, wanted to free from his prison. "Please…don't do this. This is wrong and what we're doing now… is wrong," she said, but she realizes her voice had grown husky, her breathed became heavier.
"Stop…saying such thing," he retorted, almost irritated. "Today is supposed to be our day, but you ruined it. Don't you feel sorry for me? You sold me…for your stupid sacrifice!" He grabs her chin, forcing her to meet his gaze but she fiercely held their eyes together, never back away.
"No, I don't!" she exclaimed. "And you wrong for one thing, I didn't love you! For the past five years, you're not just more than a toy. I grow tired of you and please…end this!"
Byakuya eyes widen upon hearing her remarks, but he hastily return to his cold demeanor. His fingers once again touch her sealed lips, just to find it getting wetter and wetter as he played with the painted lips. He moved slightly to her ears, giving a hot blow of his breathe before saying, "You shouldn't spout a lie with this delicious lips of yours, Rukia. It makes me wanted to eat them." Byakuya nuzzle her soft hair, inhaling the sweet scent of her odor, before trailing downward to meet with the bare skins.
As his lips once again touch her shoulders, Rukia shuddered slightly, inciting a moan when she feels him licking the sensitive skin, and then traveling to the juncture of her neck before laving the sweet texture. She could feel his grips had loose his tight and she swiftly escape just to hold the front of his suit.
"Bya-Byakuya…" Her heart crazily hammered and her mind went wild of the thought being with him alone in the room. She was afraid someone might enter and discovered them and it couldn't be any good.
They need to stop… it's a dangerous game they were playing…
Her logical senses screaming to with stand him from making further movement, from committing any more wrong doing than they have ever gone through but the feeling of his touch against her makes her lost all the rational thought and now she found herself craving for his kisses, his soft touch.
"Stop me, Rukia." She heard his voice against her bare shoulders, but instead of following his order, Rukia threaded her fingers through his hair, eliciting a groan from the man who's now sliding the thin strap of her white dress down to expose more of her cleavage. Rukia moaned softly when the hot lips suddenly latched onto the fabric that covered her right breast, nipping the soft mound whilst both his hand sliding downward to push gripped her slender thigh, just to tighten it around his waist.
Rukia yelped, her eyes widen and she blushed furiously when her nether region pressed against something hard. She stared intently at Byakuya, their eyes already clouded with lust and passion and their breathing grew heavier against each other.
"Byakuya…"
"Stop me, push me away. Or you will regret this."
His words feel like hanging in her hazy mind. She couldn't hear anything except for their ragged breathing.
I've committed a sin. I should stop this…yeah, stop…him, stop…
Without she comprehends what she was doing, she was tilting her head, leaning forward to meet his open mouth.
And then, reality hits her.
She had lost.
I'm sorry, nee-san…
So, how is it? It is an AU setting plot. Probably the plot was confusing, the next chapter will explain more of their relationship. Thanks for reading. Do review if you like it^^ I appreciated it very much.
