My sister left for college today, and it just really got to me :( I'm missing her like crazy, and I was really sad about it, so I sat down and just wrote, just to see if I could come up with anything good.

And the result was this.

It's very dark, angsty, and depressing. I know I can write sad stuff, but this is definetly pushing it for me. It kind of scared me when I wrote this ;P

This focuses on Tawni. So, the 'she' isn't Sonny, it's Tawni.

Enjoy.

Perfection.

That's what they see.

She's perfect. Flawless. A Barbie.

Her thick, luscious blonde hair, dazzling blue eyes, stunning skin. She was, in all words, beautiful.

On the outside.

The inside, however, was a whole different story.

Her walls our crumbling, her heart cracking.

Her soul weeps. She wants someone to notice.

But no one does.

Her confidence is the same.

She's bold, beautiful, confident.

But inside she's scared, ugly, and timid.

She wants someone to notice.

Someone to ask.

People do, of course.

Her best friend.

She says she's fine. And sadly, they believe her.

She wants them to say

Tell me the truth.

But no one does.

She stares at her reflection,

Blinded by the lies.

She squeezes the blade in between her fingers.

The physical pain creates a gap,

A release from the emotional marathon she's been caught in

She slips through the gap,

It's wonderful.

She isn't aware of the blood dripping down on the carpet.

The gap gets bigger and bigger by each cut.

She wants to stay there, in her own world

(Tawnitown?)

Forever.

So she cuts deeper, harder, longer, more.

She's unaware of the damage she's doing.

Suddenly, she's torn away.

She's flying back to reality.

Her eyes open, the room is spinning.

Blood is everywhere.

It hits her:

She cut too deep.

Her vision is fading.

But she isn't scared.

She falls to the ground,

Lying in her own blood.

She's happy.

Because maybe,

Just maybe,

She'll be in peace.

|F|O|R|E|V|E|R|

Yeah, it's dark, angsty, kind of crappy in general lol. Just to clear things up: No, I'm not emo, never been emo, and most likely never will be. I just wrote this cause it came to me. (:

I'll probably be posting more stuff up later, cause I'll be missing my sister more and more as time goes on I bet.

Anyways, I've never wrote anything like this before, so please review and tell me what you think! (:

-Emily(:

P.S. what do you think happened to Tawni in the end? It's kind of an open ending. . . ;)