A/N: Hi! This is a future fic. Lana reminisces on the time she has had
with Clark. Please review and tell me what you think. Okay, I watched
only up to Accelerate thanks to my mom's friend who was really kind enough
to tape for me from the States. To tell you the truth, where I live, the
episode is only the one where this woman Rachel, claims to be Clark's
mother (Sorry, forgot the episode title)
Disclaimer: I don't wanna get sued for Plagiarism or using stuff without permission, so I put quotation marks... I QUOTED. It looks pathetic, but please bear with me. Please don't sue me. I don't own the characters of Smallville. Some lines in this fic came from actual speaking lines from the characters themselves, which is the property of the WB and it's writers. Thanks!
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I am walking through the busy streets of Metropolis. I couldn't even imagine living here; life here is way too hectic, every one seems to be living life in the fast lane.
I am happy and contented living in Smallville and if he were still there, I wouldn't have anything more to ask for. Life in Smallville is so laid-back, so simple, so carefree. If ever I feel stressed out or aggravated, beautiful sunsets and fresh air to fill my lungs never fail to ease my tension.. And where's the best place to watch those sunsets and take a breather other than in Smallville?
Those sunsets... the most beautiful sight to see especially if you have some one to share it with.
As I was walking, the headline of the Daily Planet caught my attention:
'Superman Saves the Day'
I walked to the newsstand and rummaged through my purse looking for change.
He saved the day once again, like he always did. He never failed to be the man who saves the day... ALWAYS. Even before... in Smallville.
Yes, he used to live in Smallville. He was that some one I shared the sunsets with. He was actually a close friend of mine, a very close friend. He was my confidant, my rock, my boyfriend... Well, ex-boyfriend, to be exact. "See, the problem with Clark is that he's not there when you want him, but he's always there when you need him."
I remember that day when we were 'officially' a couple. I made him promise me that he would never leave me, and he promised. We had a lot of good old days. Precious moments that I would never give up like the time... no, make that TIMES he was always there to save me. He always saves me from near-death experiences. Also, the time when I saved him... that was just once, but then, so what? "Besides, it's not every day that Lana Lang gets a chance to save Clark Kent", right?
Once, I told him how I was so scared that he would see the real me one day and get disappointed, and that same time, he said nothing would ever change the way he feels about me...
I also remember when he said that he had to go. He couldn't tell me why, must be some part of his deep, dark secret... "The deep, dark secret that IS Clark Kent." I used to hate him for that. He couldn't trust me with that secret but he really loved me, I know. I finally surpassed that I- used-to-hate-him-for-that phase and I handled not knowing his secret but knowing that he would leave me because of it was unbearable.
He broke his promise. I don't care if he needs to save the world. I need him... I need him here with me.
I can't believe the only person I love left in my life was actually leaving. There were my parents, Whitney, Nell and now him. How much bad luck could a person actually get? How many times could a heart actually break? I don't know... All I know is that I don't know and I'm probably very close to finding out.
He was so unfair, or so I thought before I started thinking rationally. I thought, what was more unfair, breaking a promise or forcing someone to promise? If there was anyone unfair, it was I. I was unfair because I forced him to promise me that he won't leave. I didn't have the right to do that. And from seeing how he broke down, I realized it wasn't only me who was hurt... Hello? I mean, the boy has had a crush on me since forever, not being conceited or anything. Now that we have finally found each other, we had to let go.
When he was about to leave, I didn't want see him go. I was with him in his loft, when he said goodbye. We shared our last bittersweet kiss. He said how much he loved me and how much he always will but this was his destiny. If we were really meant to be together then it will be. Everything would fall into place one day. We'll just have to wait and see.
Now, I know what his destiny is. His destiny is to save lives and to rule the world, hypothetically speaking. He didn't tell me, but I know. That's him in that red cape. I know it. He has some special powers or something. When he was in Smallville, I sensed he was different, not your typical boy- next-door. He was special, and he is.
He was probably afraid to tell me because he didn't want me burdened with something I couldn't handle. He was probably scared of what my reaction would be, he was scared that if he told me, I would freak out and that I wouldn't feel the same way I felt towards him. To tell you the truth, NOTHING would ever, EVER change the way I feel towards Clark Kent...
This is actually the reason I'm here in Metropolis right now: to tell him I'm sorry for being so unfair, to tell him that I still love him and that his secret's safe with me.
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A/N: Please review... I just thought of writing this one night. Haha...
Disclaimer: I don't wanna get sued for Plagiarism or using stuff without permission, so I put quotation marks... I QUOTED. It looks pathetic, but please bear with me. Please don't sue me. I don't own the characters of Smallville. Some lines in this fic came from actual speaking lines from the characters themselves, which is the property of the WB and it's writers. Thanks!
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I am walking through the busy streets of Metropolis. I couldn't even imagine living here; life here is way too hectic, every one seems to be living life in the fast lane.
I am happy and contented living in Smallville and if he were still there, I wouldn't have anything more to ask for. Life in Smallville is so laid-back, so simple, so carefree. If ever I feel stressed out or aggravated, beautiful sunsets and fresh air to fill my lungs never fail to ease my tension.. And where's the best place to watch those sunsets and take a breather other than in Smallville?
Those sunsets... the most beautiful sight to see especially if you have some one to share it with.
As I was walking, the headline of the Daily Planet caught my attention:
'Superman Saves the Day'
I walked to the newsstand and rummaged through my purse looking for change.
He saved the day once again, like he always did. He never failed to be the man who saves the day... ALWAYS. Even before... in Smallville.
Yes, he used to live in Smallville. He was that some one I shared the sunsets with. He was actually a close friend of mine, a very close friend. He was my confidant, my rock, my boyfriend... Well, ex-boyfriend, to be exact. "See, the problem with Clark is that he's not there when you want him, but he's always there when you need him."
I remember that day when we were 'officially' a couple. I made him promise me that he would never leave me, and he promised. We had a lot of good old days. Precious moments that I would never give up like the time... no, make that TIMES he was always there to save me. He always saves me from near-death experiences. Also, the time when I saved him... that was just once, but then, so what? "Besides, it's not every day that Lana Lang gets a chance to save Clark Kent", right?
Once, I told him how I was so scared that he would see the real me one day and get disappointed, and that same time, he said nothing would ever change the way he feels about me...
I also remember when he said that he had to go. He couldn't tell me why, must be some part of his deep, dark secret... "The deep, dark secret that IS Clark Kent." I used to hate him for that. He couldn't trust me with that secret but he really loved me, I know. I finally surpassed that I- used-to-hate-him-for-that phase and I handled not knowing his secret but knowing that he would leave me because of it was unbearable.
He broke his promise. I don't care if he needs to save the world. I need him... I need him here with me.
I can't believe the only person I love left in my life was actually leaving. There were my parents, Whitney, Nell and now him. How much bad luck could a person actually get? How many times could a heart actually break? I don't know... All I know is that I don't know and I'm probably very close to finding out.
He was so unfair, or so I thought before I started thinking rationally. I thought, what was more unfair, breaking a promise or forcing someone to promise? If there was anyone unfair, it was I. I was unfair because I forced him to promise me that he won't leave. I didn't have the right to do that. And from seeing how he broke down, I realized it wasn't only me who was hurt... Hello? I mean, the boy has had a crush on me since forever, not being conceited or anything. Now that we have finally found each other, we had to let go.
When he was about to leave, I didn't want see him go. I was with him in his loft, when he said goodbye. We shared our last bittersweet kiss. He said how much he loved me and how much he always will but this was his destiny. If we were really meant to be together then it will be. Everything would fall into place one day. We'll just have to wait and see.
Now, I know what his destiny is. His destiny is to save lives and to rule the world, hypothetically speaking. He didn't tell me, but I know. That's him in that red cape. I know it. He has some special powers or something. When he was in Smallville, I sensed he was different, not your typical boy- next-door. He was special, and he is.
He was probably afraid to tell me because he didn't want me burdened with something I couldn't handle. He was probably scared of what my reaction would be, he was scared that if he told me, I would freak out and that I wouldn't feel the same way I felt towards him. To tell you the truth, NOTHING would ever, EVER change the way I feel towards Clark Kent...
This is actually the reason I'm here in Metropolis right now: to tell him I'm sorry for being so unfair, to tell him that I still love him and that his secret's safe with me.
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A/N: Please review... I just thought of writing this one night. Haha...
