She could hear her heels clicking against the pavement below her feet, they carried her at a strong steady pace as she reached the door of the building. She slowly opened the door and took a deep breath making her way to the elevator. Pressing her dainty finger against the arrow button, she couldn't help but let out a smile.
The doors slid open with a loud ding making her jump a little, noticing who was inside sent a shiver of nerves up her spine.
"Karen, what are you doing here so late?" Will asked her.
Quickly she thought of something ridiculous to lie about hoping he would buy it.
"Jack, he's having another gay crisis swears I am the only one who can help." She shrugged and made a silly face as the doors came sliding together.
She let out a sigh and fell into the wall as she hit the number nine. Looking up to the ceiling she couldn't help but feel all warm inside. She realized, holding her arms around herself, she had never been this excited to see someone in her entire life. He was the only one she wanted to love, and he was going to be the only one she loved. She swam in her thoughts, letting out a sigh of excitement.
The doors flew open, she jumped a bit, grabbing the side of the elevator she stared into that familiar hallway. This was going to change everything, every aspect about what she knew. Turning it into something brand new. She all of the sudden felt a feeling she hadn't felt for a long time, she was nervous.
Walking to the door with the label, 9A on it she started to shake with anticipation. She lifted her nervous hand to the door, but she brought it down before she could bring herself to knock. Resting one hand on the door and the other on the frame she leaned in to think about what was really about to happen.
The door slowly unlocked and opened, he stood there and smiled. Not saying a word just smiling at her face, a calm overcame her as she walked slowly into the small apartment.
She could hear herself starting to breath heavier, the room seemed to be silent she couldn't hear anything except her breathing pattern mixing with his. She studied what he wore, a soft baby blue sweater with a white button up beneath it, baggy cargo pants and white socks. She walked over to his body and leaned into it as he wrapped his arms around her waist.
The scent of him drove her wild. She laid her head on his shoulder and grabbed his arms, feeling his muscles in her hands.
"Jackie," She sighed into the crook of his neck.
Jack backed away from her taking her face in his hands and gently teased her lips with his, never letting them fully touch, just fluttering over them softly. He didn't want to ruin this moment he had with her.
He slowly let his hands fall from her face to her waist, he pulled at her sweater wanting her permission to slide it off over her head. She gave him a quick nod and the fabric was slowly pulled from her body. She shivered as his fingers slowly skimmed across her stomach.
Once she was free of the sweater she stood there in nothing but her black skirt and her red bra. She tried to cover herself with her arms, she was never nervous to show her body to men, but to jack she was afraid of what he might see.
"Come on, Kare, Your sexy as hell," Jack smiled taking her arms away from her body.
She smiled shyly.
"Really?" She asked almost child like.
"Yes," He said walking closer to her, he laid a sweet reassuring kiss upon her shoulder.
Feeling her heart starting to pound harder in her chest she took a deep breath to try and regain her composure. She reached for his sweater and tore it over his head and slowly slid her hands into the small spaces between the buttons on his shirt and ripped it open.
Looking at his beautiful body she ran her hands over his pecks. She felt him grab onto her waist and pull her in. Their lips met for the first time it was like an electric shock of emotion pumping through them. She moved her hands up to the back of his neck pulling his lips harder onto hers. She wanted to devour every part of his body.
He fumbled around her waist against her kiss, trying to find the zipper of her skirt. He finally found it a few seconds later and tugged at it getting frustrated. Karen finally pulled away from his lips turning her body around seductively so he could unzip her.
Jack slid the skirt down her legs sliding his hands back up from her ankles to the top of her thighs, her breathing had sped up and her eyes were closed. He was afraid she might fall off her high heels so he scooped her up in his arms. She let out a small gasp of surprise. He gently laid her down upon his bed as he jumped into the space next to her.
"Jack!" She giggled out as he tickled her. He tickled every part of her he could get his hands to brush over. She squirmed and giggled, as he pulled himself on top of her.
He pinned her hands out to the sides of her and smiled down at her. She had never felt more exposed and raw in her entire life. Her giggling calmed down, her chest rose and fell as she struggled to catch her breath. Jack kissed her lips, his tongue slowly sliding onto the top of hers gently massaging it.
She struggled to get her hands out of the grips of his strong hands. She finally clamped her mouth shut and tried to squirm away.
"Karen, whats wrong?" Jack said letting her arms go.
"I don't know, I just, I, I don't know if I can just now," She said as he slid off the top of her. "GOT CHA!" She yelled swinging her leg around his waist entrapping him under her own body.
He smiled up at her as she unbuttoned his pants. She hooked her hands into his waist band of his pants and boxers gently pulling them down off his hips.
She slowly drug her finger nails up the insides of his thighs. She felt his skin shiver against her touch. She looked up at his face seductively as she placed a hand on his growing member.
An image of Stan shot through her head, she shook it off taking it as a sign of more nerves. He had been dead for two years. Why would she care what he thought about this situation. She had been fine for the past two years sleeping with other men, why did she have pangs of guilt and frustration now.
She quickly blinked away the thought, snapping back to reality.
Jack could sense she was bothered by something so he grabbed her hand and pulled her up his body so they were face to face.
"Its okay Kare, we don't have to do this now," He said kissing her chest lightly. She let out a small gasp of exhilaration. He continued to kiss around her collar bone noticing the reaction she gave.
She ran her fingers lightly through his soft hair and leaned her head back into the soft pillow, allowing him to kiss his way up and down her neck. Feeling him grow against her thigh she let a little smile escape onto her lips.
"Jack, don't stop," She sighed as his lips made their way down the valley of her chest onto the soft supple skin of her stomach.
His hands slowly caressed her hips as she squirmed beneath his feather light kisses. Slowly she felt him pulling away her panties, she adjusted her hips to allow him to tear them off her body.
He slowly kissed his way back up to her face. He kissed her lips lightly as he unclasped her bra sliding it down off her shoulders.
She opened her eyes in fear of judging eyes to be scanning her entire body in disgust, but she was met with the warm loving beautiful blue eyes. He gave her a quick smile and slid himself into her slowly.
The moment she had been waiting for all day sent her into a fit of emotions. She pulled his body down onto hers.
"I want to feel you against me while we do this," She whispered into his ear as he started his slow motions of going in and out of her.
He picked up his pace just a bit. Her hips meeting his, his hands propping him up just a bit, her nails digging into the side of his body. Their breathing was loud and uneven as he sped up the pace. Sweat began to drip down their bodies, she could feel her climax building up deep inside of her.
"Harder, harder," She managed to breath out into his neck.
She wrapped her legs around his waist pulling herself hard onto him as he moved in and out of her harder. He could feel her starting to contract around him, he moved faster, knowing that if he did they would come at the same time. Soon the almost silent room was filled with a screaming fit of passion and release.
Jack collapsed into Karen's shivering body. She never felt so free and amazing in her life. She craved him even more.
"Jack, I think, I," She rolled over to shield her face from his, she could feel the tears welling inside her eyes.
"Karebear, its ok what's goin' on in your little head?" Jack said pulling her into him.
"I think I love you!" She said smiling to herself. Her heart started to calm as she caught her breath.
He leaned his head into her ear and whispered lightly, "I love you too Kare."
She slid down off the bed making her way into the bathroom, "I'm going to take a quick shower ok, Jackie!" She yelled shutting the door.
"No, problem," He replied pulling on a pair of pajama pants.
He walked into the kitchen, opening and closing every cupboard door searching for the best snack he could offer her. Finally he settled on something simple.
Thoughts of Stan came rushing into her mind as the water from the shower head splashed over her naked shivering body. If he's dead, why would he care, this was her life. She reached for the shampoo and started to massage it into her soft almost black hair. Feeling the water wash away the passion from the night she felt much more at ease knowing that she had truly found love.
She stepped out of the shower and wrapped the soft white towel around her body and opened the door to the rest of the apartment. A small giggle escape her lips as she saw Jack standing at the counter making her a cup of tea.
"Jackie, tea? No! I don't drink tea honey!"
"Oh I know Kare, yours has a special ingredient, vodka," He said handing the cup to her.
She took a small sip of the warm liquid and spit it back into her cup.
"Maybe not. Nice try thoe," She said grimacing.
"Ok, ok, well, you can find your own drink to make. I was trying to be nice, god Kare!" Jack said crossing his arms in a dramatic fit.
"Honey, it was the thought that counts," She giggled. "NO im just kidding it was shitty, and I will definitely find my own snack and drink you big 'mo!"
Her lips met his in a frenzy of passion, he held onto the small of her back with one hand and with his other he had her chin in his grip. She let her arms go limp at her side. He let go, she pushed herself up against the counter gazing into his hungry eyes.
"Later," She whispered through her heaving breaths. "I have to work in the morning. I need some alcohol and some sleep. Did you see where I dropped my purse?"
"By the door sweetie," Jack said sipping his tea walking over to his couch.
She hugged the towel close to her body as she walked over to the door and grabbed her purse. Gripping it in her hand she walked passed jack and giggled as he flipped through the channels impatiently.
She rummaged through her purse finding her soft satin gown and slid it down over her naked damp body. She could feel jacks eyes on her as she dried her hair with the towel.
"Good night karebear!" Jack said seeing her slid her tired body into his bed, "What time do you want to get up?"
"Eight please!" She yelled.
