Disclaimer:I do not own Beyblade or any characters. I can only dream. I am not making any money off of this and I write with the sole intention to entertain.

This was inspired by my friend Jade. So you have her to thank for this story. :D

(Rei's POV)

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Kai

I still remember the day we meet. You have changed so much, I know you would never admit it but you have. You opened yourself up to me after a while. It took time but slowly you are letting me past the walls you put up around yourself. I'm glad you choose to let me close. You hate looking weak almost as much as you hate losing. That's why you rarely ever talk to us, isn't it? At least I hope it is. I want you to be my friend Kai, you have no idea how much it hurts when you walk away on us. You have no idea how hard it was to watch you turn your back on us and leave. I had to stay and pick up the pieces, that was the worst part. Yet I still couldn't bring myself to hate you Kai.

You were afraid we would turn on backs on you. You thought we would use what you told us against you. We wouldn't, we could. You were our protector, you didn't like us getting hurt. You watched over us, but pretended you didn't care, why? Your eyes are warming now, they are full of hope. Your proud of us, your team like we are of you. Slowly you are starting to express your emotions, there's no need to hide behind that mask any longer. We look up to you Kai, no matter what we will always respect you.

Life has been harder on you than on any of us. We can't even begin to imagine what happened to you in the Abbey Kai. Yet you still stand tall, your head held high and take everything the world throws at you. I guess you influence the team, each of us in a different way, some more than others. Tyson tries to be nice to you and not annoy you. Hey, he even eats less around you. It's not working that well, but you have to give the credit he is trying. Kenny, well he is always trying to impress you with all the stuff he knows. I can tell you are proud of him, why don't you just tell him? He would appreciate it. Max doesn't eat as much sugar around you, he even doesn't question you as much as the others. Then theres me, I look up to you Kai. I always have, and always will. I respect you, hell I'd go as far to say I worship the ground you walk on. I fell for you the first time I say you. Now I am on your team, I see you everyday, it drives me mad knowing your so close yet I can't have you. You treat me better than the others, you will talk to me but at the same time you push me further away than you push the others. Why, Kai? Do you not want me to be close to you? Do you think I'll hurt you? I couldn't do that to you Kai, I love you to much.

So for now, I'll just sit back and watch. I won't push you, I can't force you to trust me. That will take time. I don't want to wreck what little of a friendship we have. It took me to long to get you to open up as much to me. Do you even notice us half the time? It's like your in your own world most of the time. What are you thinking? I wish I could know, even just a little bit, then I just might be able to figure you out just a little bit more. You aren't as cold as you want people to believe. You just need to let someone under that shield you have put up, you don't need to protect yourself Kai. I will crack you. You nned to see what we all see. You need to understand just how wonderful you are, how much you matter to all of us. Your always on my mind Kai. Do you ever think about me?

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Yes I know it's short but the next chapter will be longer. So please Read and Review. I hope to get at least 10 Reviews before I update.