A new era has begun. I know that I am in control of it but this is gonna make a really big change for society, the only problem is how we are gonna use it to our favor. The benefit of the people is first, what would happen is I tell them all at once? I know this is a crazy idea, but maybe my father is right, maybe we can control this, but I don't know if i can handle all the secrets.
I woke up at 3am after having a terrible nightmare. In my dream I was in The Great Burning, having a slowly death after a bomb exploded in front of my eyes. After I read the letters, my ideas collide into millions, in consequence I was having hallucinations and nightmares. It is indeed too much too handle for me, so maybe I need someone to confide in and tell all my secrets and maybe this person can be my brother.
My brother is a very tough guy, he has all the characteristics of a hunter. Maybe that why he is an excellent hunter. But my father doesn't need to know that my brother knows about this stuff, if he know he is gonna get very mad at me. I need to get my sanity back and erase the nightmares and hallucinations, so I went to talk to my brother.
I told him that I needed to talk to him in a private place, and in the moment I started talking, it all went out, the secrets, the letters, the knowledge and even my tears. Tears for happiness and desperation that after all this time I finally talked to someone about this and happiness because maybe he can help me control this secret.
He was shocked, he could not move and he could not talk. I told him that this needs to be a secret because we do not know how the people is going to react to all this knowledge. What I have frightened for the last 3 months, it finally came true. He hugged me very hard and he told me that I am his best friend in the entire world, but he could do it. He could not keep it a secret, he wanted to tell the truth.
He said "for sure I know that everyone is worth to tell the true, but the knowledge is worth telling to the correct person. We shall learn what this rare communication means, a complexity that we shall not hide from the reality." I really concord to his idea, but I think he didn´t know what this could do in a bad person´s hand.
If this letters land in the wrong place it could end the loyal and respectful relationship people had. I know, that by having this type of information in my hands, I have some power over them, but I not want to do them any harm, I this is for their own good that I shall tell them the truth little by little.
We talked for quite a time, and we agreed that we would look solutions so that people can know our situation involving The Great Burning. He told me that after 6 months he would tell some people about what I have found out about the prohibited place. I was terrified. How could I find a way to tell them the truth, the reality, without hurting them?
I made a mistake, a big one. As my father said, my ambition for knowledge consumed me. I made a mistake on crossing the river, I made a mistake on telling my brother and I made a mistake on going to that place. Everything was good before doing my journey, everything had a reason and we lived in peace. But I must find the solution to overcome my greatest fears, get back my sanity and tell the truth.
