GONE
How can I sleep without you here?
My eyes close and I see you
My heart beats and I hear you
And then I open my eyes and you're gone.
You meant everything to me
Your dreams where my dreams
Your fears where mine
But now you're gone
They tell me you where brave
Never backed away
I wish you where a coward
Because then we would be together.
You once told me if I said jump you would
I believed you
So when I yell come back
Why don't you?
Why did you go where I could not?
The others stare at me in pity
They tell me it will get better
As if I could miss you less.
I tried to take my life
But cowardly I stopped
Because I heard your voice
It told me to live
Why must I stay when you are gone?
Do you not want me with you?
I here a cry from the other room and stop
I turn to open the door
Are friend lies there crying
In her hand is my suicide note
She turns her head to see me
Her eyes fill with relief
So now that I'm not dead
I lay here in bed
And as I close my eyes
I know I will see you tonight.
