GONE

How can I sleep without you here?

My eyes close and I see you

My heart beats and I hear you

And then I open my eyes and you're gone.

You meant everything to me

Your dreams where my dreams

Your fears where mine

But now you're gone

They tell me you where brave

Never backed away

I wish you where a coward

Because then we would be together.

You once told me if I said jump you would

I believed you

So when I yell come back

Why don't you?

Why did you go where I could not?

The others stare at me in pity

They tell me it will get better

As if I could miss you less.

I tried to take my life

But cowardly I stopped

Because I heard your voice

It told me to live

Why must I stay when you are gone?

Do you not want me with you?

I here a cry from the other room and stop

I turn to open the door

Are friend lies there crying

In her hand is my suicide note

She turns her head to see me

Her eyes fill with relief

So now that I'm not dead

I lay here in bed

And as I close my eyes

I know I will see you tonight.