Actually wrote this when I was bored in class, not as a fic. But I thought, why not turn it to a fic~?

Have fun and review please~


One of his hands patted the pockets of his baggy jeans desperately for a pack of cigarette as his free hand roughly dropped the pen he was holding.
It was yet another night that his eyes burned burned from lack of sleep and his hand twitched for another glass of vodka. He wanted to feel the drink burning him as it slid down his throat, numbing first his body, then his mind.
But he couldn't, at least not today.
He had a deadline to meet and he wasn't done with even half of his book. He ran his hand through his unkept hair and scratched his chin, his stubble tickling his fingers as he did so.
A twenty eight year old bisexual writer. Dumped by his boyfriend, currently trying to deal with life as he continues his job as a writer. Shows symptoms of addiction towards sex and alcohol.
He mumbled "What a great life I'm living" as he lifted his legs on the desk and absentmindedly lit his cigarette.
To keep it short, he was wrecked.
He was failing miserably at looking after himself. His neighbors gave up after a while too, seeing that their "hard work and effort" was not paying off like they wanted it to. The man was actually glad that they gave up, he didn't have to deal with old ladies standing in front of his door with a pot of warm food.
He rubbed his head and spat our a few curses. He blinked a few times, wetting his dry eyes. The urge to sleep was so strong yet he couldn't whenever he tried to for the past three weeks. Or maybe more, he couldn't keep track of time anymore.
The writer sighed.
He needed something to help him sleep.
He looked up as he tried to remember what he had that could help sleep deprivation.
What about the full bottle of sleeping pills in the bathroom?
He stood up and staggered towards the bathroom, shakily opening the medicine cupboard.
But he grinned. Grinned widely as his bony fingers wrapped around the cold plastic bottle of sleeping pills,
He was going to sleep like he never did before, and will not ever again.