Saving Paine
I watch you
I see you watching me too
I turn away, for the past is past
I wish those good times would have last
The four of us are no longer the same
I lost touch with you when the calm came
You see it in my eyes
I still want to die
How I've tried to fill that black hole
And in trying to, you touched my very soul
For two years you wondered where I gone to
Searching so that I could be with you
Now that I see you tall and proud
I turn slowly around
For there is no reason why I should be here
I am so tired; so alone I cannot shed any more tears
You touch my arm, and pull me back
But I am so numb, it's the ability to feel that I lack
I see you trying to reach me
But I tell you to let me be
Why am I lying
Because inside I'm dying
I watch all you, my three old friends
And wait for my pointless life to end
I feel your hands lifting me to the light
But I'm too tired to fight
You tell me you love me
You are trying to make me see
For me you always have a smile
And keep trying though this is taking awhile
I stare at you through my brown eyes
And look past you when I say goodbye
You turn and grab me, holding me tight
You won't let me go into the dark, you promise to live with me in the light
You pull me next to you down on the ground
And I lay their listening to the sound
Of your heart pounding inside you
I put my hand on my heart, and realize that mines beating too
You lean over me and whisper into my ear
That you love me and will always be right here
You ask me to stay with you for all time
So that I will be yours, and you will be mine
Your hand grabs mine
As you look into my eyes and pledge your love for all time
I see that you no longer seek death
Your haunting daemons have left
And now your fighting mine away
So that together forever we can stay
I reach up to touch your cheek
I realize I have found what I seek
You
