One month after Beacon fell:

Hey Pyrrha. I don't know why i'm writing this considering that you'll never be able to read it. Ren noticed how depressed I was after... well you know. He suggested that I write my thoughts down to clear my head and he told me that a month ago. I guess i'm just that desperate and depressed to try anything to help me cope with what happened. So I'm gonna write letters to you even though you'll never get to read them. It's been rough with you gone Pyrrha. I've been constantly depressed and I can't think straight. My mind still goes back to when you kissed me and shoved me into that locker so that I would be safe. You said that you would always be there for me Pyrrha...but how could you when you wouldn't let me be there for you when you were hopelessly outmatched? Nora's not as cheery as she once was. She hides behind a smile that could deceive someone who didn't know her as well as us but I can see through the cracks. Ren is stoic as usual but he seems more vulnerable now. Like he isn't as unmoving as he once was. Me on the other hand? I've been a mess. I can't get enough sleep, I constantly feel regret, and I feel so alone. You were my light in the darkness Pyrrha. My sunshine, my hero, and now you're gone. You're gone and I can't do a thing about it. I'm trying this to give me some peace of mind and so that I can try to cope. After the battle I found your shield Akuo at the bottom of the cct tower, the melted remains of Milo, and...and your coronet. These three things is all that is left of you now and every time I look at them I start to tear up, get emotional, and think about what could have been with you. When we were sitting in the courtyard at Beacon I was going to tell you how I felt. That I fell in love with you after you told me that I was the kind of guy that you were looking for. When you started to talk about destiny I was confused and wanted to comfort you as best as I could but I fucked that up. I didn't talk to you until after you fought Penny and I regretted that. When we ran after Cinder killed that woman in the stasis unit I was terrified. I got even more scared when we saw Cinder fly up the tower after defeating Ozpin. Then you stared at me with a look in your eyes that told me you were saying goodbye. You kissed me and shoved me into that locker. You never gave me the chance to tell you how I felt. Now you're gone and I can't ever get you back. What I'm about to say is a little too late but better late than never I suppose. I loved you Pyrrha Nikos and I Pray to Oum that I will be able to avenge you so that I can see you again. I'll write back to you when I have the time. I'm traveling with Ruby and whats left of our team and we're heading towards Mistral. I love you Pyrrha and I'll talk to you again soon.