Disclaimer: I do not own Andromeda.

Spoilers: "Pride before the fall".

I know, I know, I know. I should be working on "Home". But I saw this episode and I couldn't help myself. So it will only be a few chapters long, different people's reaction's on Beka's new 'mama hood'.

The DNA Blues

I collapse onto my bunk on the Maru.

Staring at the wall so long that it gets fuzzy.

And great, now I have a headache.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

"SHIT!"

He took my DNA, and made little people out of them. People who have destroyed lives and planets. People, who I have killed, tried to kill me. He took a part of me and made children.

He gave me children.

I think I'm going to pass out.

And Dylan, with his whole 'now we can unite the species so easily' thing.

What is wrong with him?

Did he really think that would be an okay thing to say? I just found out that I was lied to, violated, and all he can think about is uniting my descendents?

I never even thought about having kids, and now suddenly I have a million of them. Do they really expect me to be okay with this?

And I've slept with Tyr. Ew, I need a shower.

Ooh divine.

I grab my pillow and curl up holding it. Don't think Beka, just don't think about it. Peter, Drago, whoever, he used me. And he used me worse then I've ever been used. This goes beyond anything that any man has ever done to a woman before.

And how dare he! Who said he had the right, who gave him the right!

I jump up off my bed, throwing the pillow at the wall.

"How dare he!"

I look down at my bed, the bed where we had sex, where he probably took my DNA as I lay sleeping. So unaware and unable to stop him. The reminder of what he did.

I pick up the other pillows and throw them at the wall as well.

"Jerk."

I do the same to the blankets.

"Bastard."

And the sheets.

"Asshole."

I pull the mattress off the bed, I don't want to sleep on it anymore.

"No."

I feel my legs give out under me.

"No."

I drop my head to the ground.

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, please no."

I don't want to be the mother of a 'new' species. I don't want to be responsible for the things they do. I don't want Harper to blame me. I don't want Rhade to be weird around me. I don't want to unite anybody! I just want to go back to the way it was before. When I was inferior and fighting to prove otherwise. Back before I met 'Peter' and fell for his charm.

I should have known to, I liked him and he liked me. What part of that doesn't say he would turn out to be horrible?

"I'm so stupid."