( this chapter is based off Ash & Dust By Lunaerum and The Ember Diaries By nejha)

Dear Diary,

It's been 145 years since I seen my so-called brothers Damon and Stefan Salvatore. I've been alive more than 10,000,000 years, I've been reborn maybe 200 times. My life is odd but that's what I get from being the master of death, the curse that I'm forever stuck with. But enough about me, I'm guessing your wondering why has it been 145 years since I seen my brothers well the answer to that is that they're vampires. We all died that night in 1864, while Damon and Stefan Salvatore were turned into vampires, I, on the other hand, could never die due to being the master of death.

But they don't know that all they know is that their baby brother was killed by their own father. When I pushed Damon out of the way when our dear old dad pulled the trigger to kill Damon for trying to save that vampire bitch, Kathrine.

Well, that's what I remember but now there's another version of that Bitch and her name is Elena Gilbert. She just like all of her family line, nothing but two face bitches.

I have watched my brothers began to fight for the girl they love. How stupid could they be sometimes I want to go there and slap the living shit out of them? I guess it's time for me to show myself to my dear old brothers. Wish me luck this is Hadrian James Salvatore signing out. Harry let out a sigh as he placed his diary on the nightstand. As he got off his bed and began to get dressed for the day only to stop when his phone ring notifying him of a message from Anna saying that his older brother Damon was trying to open the tomb that held 27 vampires in a way to save and free that bitch Katherine. But Harry knew she was never in the Tomb, recently he saw her trying to seduce a werewolf name Mason Lockwood too bad for her Harry already got his claws on that man. Harry was always two steps ahead of that bitch, it's a good thing that he's the master of death and a very powerful wizard.

Throughout his life, Harry used his metamorphmagus ability to change his appearance throughout the centuries. Until he was reborn again that was a pain in the ass for him being reborn and being forced to go through puberty and other things time and time again. Throughout the centuries Harry used his metamorphmagus Abilities to change into people that once was in his lifelong, long ago. That's how he met the original family. Actually, the first person Harry Ever met from the originals was Finn Mikaelson when he disguised himself as none other than Lucius Malfoy And to say the least his confrontation with Finn Mikaelson led into a heated passionate romance before, They had to move once again due to Michael finding their location.

Finn wanted to change Lucius into a vampire not wanting to be separated from his lover. But Fate wasn't on his side at the time when Lucius was 'killed' in saving Rebecca from Michael. Broken hearted Finn buried his lover unknowing that he fed Lucius his blood before the incident. Well, Finn wasn't the only one Harry had The pleasure of meeting, there was the time Harry met Elijah when he was disguised of one Severus Tobias Snape, And then there was Kol when he was disguised as Rabastan Lestrange, And there was Niklaus Michaelson when he was disguised as his godfather Sirius Orion black And lastly there was Rebecca when he met her when he was disguised as Regulus Black. To say the least, Harry had a very passionate and romantic relationship with the Michelson's in his disguises so none of them knew that their lovers were the same person.

Hey, what did you expect being alive for than 10,000,000 years, you need some kind of Release from his boring internal existence?

Will better getting going, Harry needed to stop a dead witch from destroying the key to the tomb.

Time skip later on that day

The trio arrived just as Emily began drawing a pentagram onto the ground, and they heard Stefan confront Damon in horror, "Twenty-seven vampires, Damon. They were vampires. You can't bring them back!"

There was a stifling silence in the air as they all waited for Emily's next action. "Sorry," she whispered to Damon.

"NO!" Damon yelled in anguish, eyes widening as the fire started to surround the pentagram. Harry watched as he let out a low growl and subsequently using wandless magic with deft ease, incanted, "Accio Bennett Talisman!"

Before the fire could be set ablaze, the accursed talisman that resided tightly in Emily's fist sprung directly into Harry's opened palm. As Emily's eyes widen in shock and fear in seeing Hadrian James Salvatore the younger brother of Damon and Stefan, "NOO! You shall pay for this Hadrian Salvatore. You won't get away with this!"

Hadrian let out a dark chuckle and said "be gone Emily Bennett you have been tampering with the lives of the living and taking possession of your descendant you have broken the treaty among the witches that were burned by the stake, all those years ago by doing this treachery act. I sent you to the pits of hell where you will burn and burn for all eternity now be gone." With that said, Emily Bennett let out an ear-shattering scream as her spirit was sent to the pits of hell. Right before the shocked spectators' eyes, hazel-greens lit up with recognition and Bonnie collapsed onto the ground, starting with intense fear at her surroundings, " Elena? What, what is going on? H-How did I g-get here?"

Elena quickly ran to Bonnie and pulled her into a hug seeing if she was ok, once seeing that Bonnie was ok Elena looked at both Damon and Stefan as they were both staring at the stranger known as Hadrian Salvatore in shock. But soon their moment was cut off when Bonnie snapped and said: "Are you going to tell me what the hell is going on?"

Sighing wearily, Harry looked at the girl with a mask of indifference and said "you were possessed by your ancestor known as Emily Bennett who was going back on the deal she made with Damon here. Surely you must know that witches are held by their word and nothing on this earth can break it. But Emily Bennett was still going to break it, so I sentence her spirit to hell?" "Now my job is done, I'm no longer needed so here," Harry said as he tossed the amulet to Damon and said keep that safe dear brother, don't want dead witches to get their greedy little hands on it now do we? With those Parting words, Hadrian disappeared into the shadows of the forest leaving two shocks Salvatore's behind.

Meanwhile, back the Salvatore boarding house

Damon Salvatore was sitting in one of the armchairs as the memories of that night in 1864 flashed in his mind the night his baby brother was killed.

Flashback

"No! Don't take her!"

"You'll be killed along with them!"

"Then let me be killed!"

"Damon, we'll get her back – "

"Don't you think you've done enough – "

And then they leave, trailing after the carriage that Hadrian assumes is carrying Katherine, neither of them noticing Hadrian trailing them, too caught up in worry over Katherine to focus on anything other than that carriage.

Damon and Stefan stop when the carriage stops, settling in a clearing – various men that Hadrian recognizes from their visits to his father's office, looking nervous, but determined. He can barely hear his brothers talking from where he's hiding, but he gets the gist of what they'd whispered when Stefen shouts about another vampire, leading most of the men away and Damon circles around to catch the lone man guardian the carriage unawares, punching him hard in the jaw.

Hadrian inches closer and closer, looking anxiously between the direction that the men had disappeared to, and his brothers helping Katherine out of the carriage. He takes his eyes off of Damon frantically untying the rope holding Katherine's wrists together to see a man in the distance raising a gun and aiming it squarely at Damon.

He freezes for not even a half of a second and before he's consciously aware that he's moving, he's running, running, running and pushing his brother out of the way, a gunshot roaring in the near silence of the night, pain exploding in his lower abdomen.

"No!"

And then Damon's kneeling beside him, hands hovering over his wound - eyes wide and face pale. "Hadrian, why-why didn't you just stay home – "

Hadrian's shoulders heave and he tries to answer, but it's so painful to breathe and his vision is going black around the edges, and he can't get out a single word.

He's dying.

He's really dying this time. He's not going to miraculously recover, he's going to die.

The thought's not really that scary ... at least he'll see his mom ... at least his brothers are still alive –

Hadrian coughs one last time before his eyes go blank and his features slack, blood painting fine clothing like the most expensive of dyes.

There are cacophony and chaos in the background but Damon could see nothing but his injured baby brother. He kneels in something wet – please, not Hadrian's blood, please – hands hovering over the wound, all that military knowledge, that cool head vanishing in an instant. "Hadrian – Hadrian, please, – I'm so sorry, please don't leave me – "

Damon can hear Stefan in the background before a gunshot and he's silenced – Damon wants to run but he's stuck on Hadrian's glassy eyes and bloodied lips. Far away, there's the crack of a gun and Damon is in pain – eyes closing against the haunting image of Hadrian's lifeless form before everything goes black and the pain is gone.

End of flashback

Damon shook his head in a way to shake the memories of that night way from his mind Stefan and himself were the reason why their baby brother died that night they're the reason why Hadrian was a vampire. Guess why Hadrian hated them now. Damon stood from the armchair walked to the window and look at the sky.

Hadrian died human that night, making Damon believed that his baby brother, was forever out of his reach. He wouldn't force the life of a vampire onto his baby brother, the life of a demon. He had seen what his brother did, and what he himself could be capable of. Hadrian did not deserve such a life, But fate seems to hate him forcing his beloved baby brother into the life of being a vampire.

With Stefan

Just like Damon, Stefan was having the same flashback of that night but a few moments after Hadrian was killed.

Flash back

Damon continues, still staring at his hands and somewhat calmed down. "Hadrian … he followed us last night. He saw the gun aimed at me before I did and he pushed me out of the way. I saw the bullet enter his body. I – I had his blood on my hands before I died."

"No … " Stefan says, nearly inaudibly. The guilt is nearly choking him because although Stefan is certain he doesn't care for Katherine any longer, her being captured caused not only the two of them to be turned into vampires, but it might've even caused his baby brother's death. And it was his fault. His guilty conscious is nearly suffocating as he says, voice just a bit wobbly, "He could … he could still be alive, right …?"

There's a long pause, in which Damon stares at his hands in a distant sense of horror and disbelief. Behind him, Stefan begins to feel guiltier and guiltier, the darkest part of himself whispering that it was all his fault, that Hadrian's death was his fault, that he'd killed Hadrian, that it was his fault

" … right." Damon replies, just as quietly. "He could still be alive …"

They wait until the sun sets to go into town, hoping the cover of nightfall would allow them to move through Mystic falls and to their family estate more easily.

Damon had insisted on going with Stefan when Stefan had declared he was going into town to find out more about what had befallen their youngest brother and Stefan could hardly refuse Damon – they were both wild with worry and Stefan could tell Damon was going to go into town regardless of if he went with Stefan or not ... and Stefan wanted to make sure that his brother was safe and that he didn't try anything too obvious when infiltrating a town that was on guard against vampires – a creature that the two brothers now were.

Damon and Stefan make it to the Salvatore estate with ease. It seemed that since the founders were under the impression that they'd caught every vampire in town, they'd become more lax about their paranoia, which simply made it easier for Damon and Stefan to make it to their (former) home.

"You go around back through the servant's entrance." Stefan whispers to Damon as they both eye their childhood home from behind the cover of a few sparse trees. "Hadrian's room is easier to access through there. I'll go through the front, you might need a distraction." It's a flimsy excuse – Stefan more wanted to talk to their father, to reason with him, to say his goodbyes, to – get closure and it's a stupid idea considering that the last conversation Stefan had with his father led to this whole mess occurring.

For a moment, the sound of crickets chirping are Stefan's only reply. With Damon's stony silence, Stefan knows his excuse hasn't tricked his elder brother and he prepares to argue with his brother on the merits of a distraction, prepares to simply just go through the front and ignore his brother, when Damon says something that surprises Stefan – nearly causing him to stumble out from behind their hiding place.

" ... just ... don't do anything stupid." Damon voice is a bit strangled and the sound of his brother so emotional nearly causes Stefan to become emotional along with him. "I–I can't lose you too."

And it's immediately apparent that Damon isn't talking about Katherine, but Hadrian – Damon always prided himself on being a realist, which always clashed with Stefan's own optimistic nature. Because Stefan knows this, he knows Damon truly believes Hadrian to be dead ... and even as neither brother had paid much attention to Hadrian in the past few months, just the thought of him being dead is akin having no air to breathe.

Damon and Stefan and Hadrian – they were perfect together. The perfect brothers. They balanced each other out so well.

The thought of Hadrian being dead is ... unfathomable. Knowing that Damon feels the same way regarding Hadrian's death (and Stefan doesn't allow himself to think of Hadrian as dead because there's a chance he might not be) and knowing that Stefan is all Damon has and vis versa, has him reaching to his immediate left to drag his brother into a tight hug, the position awkward but worth it in the way that Damon instantly grabs at him to pull him into a tighter hug, desperation and grief coloring his actions.

They stay there for a few minutes, leaning on one another, feeling the absence of their youngest brother keenly. Finally, Stefan lets go, stepping backwards a bit to make eye-contact with his brother, trying his best convey every ounce of earnestness he had in his body. "I won't." Stefan says, reaching up to grip Damon's shoulder.

"I won't do anything stupid."

"I watched you die."

Stefan halts his advance forward, his father's words stuck on a loop in his head. "You were there when we were shot?"

Here, there's a slight pause. "I pulled the trigger myself."

"You killed your own sons? You killed Hadrian?"

At Stefan's murderous tone, Giuseppe immediately goes for one of the pokers by the fireplace, but Stefan beats him to it, throwing him backwards and accidentally using his enhanced strength. Giuseppe hits a bookcase and slides to the ground, groaning once before falling limp.

The smell of his blood – Giuseppe must've hit his head when he hit the bookcase – and Stefan's fury send him into a frenzy, which – when it ends, feels like it only lasted a mere second.

When he regains his sense and his reason, he's horrified to see blood dripping from his hands, caked around his mouth – his father's blood dripping from his hands and caked around his mouth. Still, when he remembers that his same father killed Hadrian, he feels a little less guilty for tearing into his father's throat as he did.

The sound of someone in the doorway has Stefan whipping his head, dazedly wiping at his mouth as he does so. However, when he sees it's imply Damon, he relaxes – then tenses again, wondering if Damon was going to get mad at him for killing their father. "I-I ... he killed Hadrian ... he –"

At Stefan's stuttered explanation, Damon's mouth presses into a thin, tight line and his stance becomes rigid and angry. "Go wash up. I'll take care of him."

"But –"

"Go. Hadrian's in his room. Go wash up and meet me there."

Damon's words leave him unbalanced and he stumbles to his feet and to the nearest wash room, where there's a basin of cold, and likely dirty, water with a rag draped over the rim. Stefan washes up slowly, musing over what Damon had said. Did this mean that Hadrian was alive? That he hadn't followed after himself and Damon last night?

By the time Stefan's wiped every trace of his father's blood from his face and hands, nearly twenty minutes have passed and he snaps out of his daze - racing upstairs and down the hall to Hadrian's room, pushing the door open with no small amount of trepidation.

What he finds is ... Hadrian laying on his bed, in a change of clothes from yesterday (a good sign), motionless (not a good sign), with no rise and fall of his chest to denote him breathing (also not a good sign). Damon is standing just a foot away from Hadrian's bed, hands crossed over his chest, unreadable expression on his face. His cheeks look rosier and with a start, Stefan realizes that Damon must've fed from their father too.

Pushing that thought aside, Stefan races forward, peering down at his baby brother, hoping against hope that Hadrian was alive, please, please let him be alive. "Is he –"

Stefan reaches forward to touch Hadrian, only to be stopped by Damon, who gently grasps his wrist before he can make contact.

"He's dead." Damon says, his bluntness belying his grief. "I checked."

"No ..." At this point Stefan knows his optimism regarding Hadrian's death is absurd but he can't help it, Stefan can't even begin to imagine a world without Hadrian and he doesn't want to either. "No ... you're wrong, he's not –"

"Stefan." Damon sounds so close to breaking down and sobbing, his grip going slack on Stefan's hand before tightening again, yanking his brother into another hug, tight enough that if Stefan were still human, it might've cracked a rib.

"Stefan, he's dead ..."

End of flash back

Stefan couldn't believe that Hadrian they're baby brother was alive and a vampire, how could this happen? Did Kathrine turn their brother into a vampire as well? And why did it took Hadrian 145 years to come back home and to let them know that he was alive?