I knew how I felt about about him the moment I saw him…

And I knew my heart broke into many pieces when he left….

So when I saw him for the first time after so long, what I felt hasn't changed

The Love I felt never changed…

But he did…

Sasuke never been one to talk or interact, in fact he didn't seem to care for anything (or anyone) other than getting stronger and stronger...that's something I admire more than anything about him, the passion to strive, to go on, to want.

I'm always looking, looking at him

But he doesn't see me, he doesn't look at me…

I'm always there, waiting for the day for him to tell me he needs me (or at least wants to see me)

Never a day goes by that I don't worry about him, that I'm not thinking of him.

That I don't care...

I know I still sound like that naive, foolish little girl who had a crush on the hottest guy in school but everything changed once we was the same team, after getting to know him and his fears...my heart started to beat differently, it started to beat a little faster for him and I know what I am saying is cheesy, maybe a tad bit lame but I can't help how I feel or how my cheeks turn bright pink when I see him coming my way. But he always passes me, only a simple nod of acknowledgment as a greeting.

But that's enough for me cause other girls who glances at him don't even get that

Is it weird to feel special?

To feel maybe, he'll think of me more than just a person who's just there?

For him to think of me the way I think of him?

For him..to come to even...Love me?

I remember the day he came back after his journey of redemption for a couple of years. Thanks to Naruto for sending him a letter…oh sweet sweet Naruto, I want to apologize to him for how I treated him when I first met him and how I treated his feelings for me as nothing but a nuisance. How I took for granted the friendship we built together at first. Thank you Naruto, I love you and I know it's not how I feel towards Sasuke, but I love you and you will always be dear to me. I know how it feels to like someone who doesn't view you the same way, how to cling on to those feelings waiting for something in return...I'm happy you moved on, seems I just can't do the same.

Moving on is sometimes impossible, at least for me

Because every time I feel like just maybe I can

These feelings take over once again

And I'm back where I started

Longing for him...my heart aching for him

Can you Believe it? Sasuke finally looked at me...AT ME! He returned to the village to be with me. I think My heart exploded back together (if that make any sense)...but you know the only thing I could do when he told me his home is here with me ...is cry and it seems he understood that it wasn't because I was sad. It's because he finally returned to me, the warmness I felt when he embraced me in the arms was overwhelming, I long awaited for this moment and I never wanted it to end...but I know this is just the beginning.

He's looking, looking at me

He's here, here with me

And my heart beats with his, together

And what I felt hasn't changed

The Love I felt never changed…

But he did…