"Fear" (Lucius/Sirus)
staring up at me
blue eyes afraid to cry
bruises i inflicted on his hips
his naiveté so beautiful
lips swollen from kisses
body aching from rough sex
heart pounding from me
i am his fear
staring down at me
silver eyes afraid to move
bruises i created on his neck
his hatred so beautiful
lips smoking from cigarettes
body glistening from sex
heart pounding from me
i am his fear
he fears the dominance i deliver
he fears the emotions i make him feel
i fear nothing from his hand
i fear love is a one-night stand
an insecure boy afraid of his sexuality
an abused man afraid of love
love is merely an infatuation
love is greater than anyone's imagination
i hate his puppy-eyed adoration
he hates my honesty, our fornication
he fears everything with his boy-child eyes
believing the world's lies
he fears everything in his heart
afraid that the world understands his pain
