"Fear" (Lucius/Sirus)

staring up at me

blue eyes afraid to cry

bruises i inflicted on his hips

his naiveté so beautiful

lips swollen from kisses

body aching from rough sex

heart pounding from me

i am his fear

staring down at me

silver eyes afraid to move

bruises i created on his neck

his hatred so beautiful

lips smoking from cigarettes

body glistening from sex

heart pounding from me

i am his fear

he fears the dominance i deliver

he fears the emotions i make him feel

i fear nothing from his hand

i fear love is a one-night stand

an insecure boy afraid of his sexuality

an abused man afraid of love

love is merely an infatuation

love is greater than anyone's imagination

i hate his puppy-eyed adoration

he hates my honesty, our fornication

he fears everything with his boy-child eyes

believing the world's lies

he fears everything in his heart

afraid that the world understands his pain