I…I… I DON'T WANT TO DIE.

There are so many things I had left to do!

I have…. I have… I have nothing.

Why do I want to live? What left is there for the world to take from me?

I don't want to die. I am very afraid. I'm absolutely terrified!

But…. I only wanted one thing in life.

ONE THING!

But now… now…. SHE'S GONE…. and I'm all alone.

My dream was to live for HER, my ambition was to have a family with HER, and now…. now there is nothing.

I can't go on anymore. I don't wont to suffer anymore.

This pain is unlike anything.

WHY?! Why couldn't I have died instead?

She was everything, and now she's gone.

I can finally feel it.

My heart….. it was finally slowing.

I don't want to die, but…. without her what's the point?

My heart was stopping.

I have no will to live anymore.

I want to die.

I want to end it.

I want my life to end.

Why? Why couldn't I die seeing her beautiful smile once more?

My blood is coming to a stop.

My will to live is finally leaving me.

I can finally rest in peace.


Nothing.

I felt nothing.

No pain. No heart break.

Just nothing.

Then I saw light.

"You, you who are dead. Why do you persist? Why do you suffer in this dark?"

I could only mutter, "Why live? There's no point. You just die. Everyone will just die."

The light grew brighter, "There is always meaning in life. You just have to find it."

Now I was pissed. What did it understand? "Meaning in life? Ha..HA...HAHAHAHA! BULLSHIT! MY MEANING IN LIFE WAS TAKEN AWAY! There is nothing left."

Finally, the light dimmed. "Life is hard, but you must not lose hope. Somewhere there is someone who will heal that wound in your heart. I assure it."

If I had an arm I would've socked the light if I could hit it. "I DON'T NEED A REPLACEMENT! I already had someone. She's dead. Do you understand? DEAD!"

The pain was returning. "I only wanted to live my life with her. Now... now I just want to be alone. There's no point."

The light once again flared. "I see. Then it's all the more important you are alive! The one you are looking for is ALIVE. Seek her out. Don't lose hope!"

"Alive? No... YOUR LYING! SHE CAN'T BE! I was there... her blood splattered on the floor." I was getting hysterical.

"LIE?! Why must I lie? To you who is already in despair? Why? I am only trying to help a dead man. One who is fading from this Earth." The light was slowly dimming again.

"Now, do you want to see her?"

I... I couldn't believe it. See her again? Can I? Do I have the right? No. I don't care. I would do anything to see her again. Even for a second. "YES! Please... I need to see her... please. Even if it's only for a moment, a second, please... I will do anything."

Now the dark I was used was starting to crack away into a blaring light. "YES. I will take you away to another world. One full of demons, gods, monsters, and even dragons! Do you still dare?!"

This fucking bastard was mocking me. "Does it look like I give a fuck?! I said I would do anything and I meant it! Dragon, demons, gods, or whatever the fuck. I'll kill them all if it meant seeing her. NOTHING COULD STOP ME, NOT EVEN GOD HIMSELF!

"GOOD! You have passed my test. I gift you REALITY BREAKER, a weapon God made himself. The one you stand before. Now GO! GO upon your adventure to find the once you love! Go and live your life YO KIRIGAYA, LIVE!" Then the dark finally gave away.


And began my life as student at Kuoh Academy, a school full of demons and monster.


Author's note:

I do not own High School DxD

This is another random series spawned from the threshold known as my brain. Have fun.