AN: The story is now corrected and big thanks to my beta reader for helping.
Disclaimer: I would die just to say that I own NCIS:LA but I do not own NCIS:LA
"THERE IS FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING. U NEVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS OR MEANS TO YOU, UNTIL IT HAPPEN FOR THE FIRST TIME. "
There are some days when all I want to do is go home and curl into a ball. Well, today is one such day for me, Marty Deeks, all thanks to the glamorous life I live. Today was one of such days which you remember until you die. Today I, Marty Deeks, almost lost my partner, my best friend and only god knows how much more. So here I am, sleeping next to my partner, watching the rising and falling of her chest as she is sleeping peacefully in my bed. Watching her sleeping, I try to make myself believe that she is fine and, more importantly, that she is alive. My lips start to curve into a smile as soon as I hear her snoring. I look at her and take time to admire her. There is no doubt that she is the most beautiful woman on the face of earth for me but, as I look at her and think how peacefully she is sleeping and how she looks so relaxed and cute (god, if she hears me saying this then she will make sure I am dead) especially when she is not in her agent mode-not that I am complaining because only I know how much I love the badass Blye. Yes I just said love because now I know how I feel for her and after a long battle with myself I have come to realize that I love her. Period. I have and will always love her.
I also know that today, the sleep is not going to come to me so easily so I turn away my face from her because I know if she found me staring at her while she was asleep, I know she will make sure that I pay for it. After staring at the ceiling for a while I start to think about her, everything that makes her what she is and then I think about all the things that happened the for the first time between us.
The first time we met:
I love undercover operations. Being a born operator, I had a gut feeling that today something was going to happen. What I didn't know was from today my life was going to turn upside down. So, here I was, once again, in that gym, in which I have been working for the last six months and now I was Jason Wyler again. I have been in this gym for the last six months trying to come into the group of marines whom I suspected to be involved with drugs. I was thinking and was working out when I noticed a girl, specifically a brunette, wearing a black tank top, hair down and wavy and a bag that goes across the shoulder talking to the coach. There was something about the girl that I couldn't put my finger on but I knew that this girl was special, or something was wrong with her. Then the coach came and introduced her as Tracy, Zuna's girl. The moment I laid my eyes on her, something happened to me, something that I couldn't even describe to myself, and then she started talking. I knew she was lying from the moment she opened her mouth and thought that she was now a suspect and so I verbally attacked her. What amazed me was that she was answering my entire question. Although I could see through her, I was really impressed by her.
Later, when I went back to my cover house, I couldn't get her out of my mind. I knew she was beautiful and one hell of a girl but there was something more about her. Something I wanted to know. I tried to get her out of my mind but failed miserably. People say when you are surrounded by men for a really long time and then all of a sudden a woman comes, you can't forget that day and neither the woman, but with time you forget everything. That's what I said to myself until I met her once again.
Now, while I am sleeping next to her, I smile to myself. I think about how stupid I was back then when I thought I would eventually forget her, but now I know that I was going to remember that day until the last breath of my life. I then think about the case and then think about what was going through my head when I found out who Tracy actually was.
to be continue...
AN: so you like it?
it's my first fan fiction.
reviews are always welcome...
MUCH LOVE
NIKITA...
