Hi everyone! So my sister wrote this song that I think fits with Annie and Auggie so I decided to put it in a story. This is a one – shot. Hope you enjoy!
Annie's POV:
I could fall asleep tonight,
There's just one thing on my mind.
Whether to pick and choose is right,
Why is it so hard to decide?
After my latest mission, all I wanted to do was crawl into bed and sleep for a decade. Unfortunately, there was one decision keeping me awake. One that involved choosing between two fantastic people, both of whom had saved my butt numerous times during this mission.
You're making this too hard
And I've waited far too long.
But what am I supposed to do?
Give up until the feeling's gone?
The fact that they had saved my life made this decision even harder. I had feelings for both of them and I definitely wanted a relationship with one of them. I already felt like I had waited too long. I knew that one of them felt the same for me, but I think I like the other one more. I wish that I could just forget my feelings, but it was pretty much impossible.
So tell me, am I going crazy?
Are you gonna let me in behind those eyes
And show you all my unhidden lies?
'Cause cluelessness is just a disguise.
You gotta know something's going on
Or I wouldn't be writing this song.
I felt like I was slowly going insane. I desperately wanted to share my secrets with my techie, but he seemed so guarded sometimes. Not to mention the fact that he was completely clueless as to my feelings for him. It was hard to believe that he didn't know what I was feeling.
I could pick you or choose him.
It wouldn't make a difference.
'Cause no one wins.
Why do I always like the blind guys?
Technically, I could pick either one of them. Jai would be graceful about me picking Auggie, and, since I'm pretty sure that Auggie doesn't have any feelings for me, he wouldn't care if I picked Jai. Sure he doesn't like him, but he's my friend, so he would be happy for him. Unfortunately, this was a no – win situation. Whoever I picked, I would always wonder if I would be happier with the other. I was torn between two guys who hated each other. Auggie was blind in more than one way. If he knew my feelings for him, and he would tell me how he felt, I wouldn't be in this predicament.
It could be you, it could be you.
It could be you, it could be you.
And if it was, what would you do?
You'd have to pick and choose.
So tell me, am I going crazy?
Are you gonna let me in behind those eyes
And show you all my unhidden lies?
'Cause cluelessness is just a disguise.
You gotta know something's going on
Or I wouldn't be writing this song.
There were both so clueless. Jai had no idea that I liked Auggie, and Auggie had no idea I had feelings for him.
No I wouldn't be writing this song.
I could fall asleep tonight,
There's just one thing on my mind.
Whether to pick and choose is right,
Why is it so hard to decide?
I wish I could just make the decision and be done with it so I could get some sleep. I don't want to lead Jai on, although I already felt like I was doing that. I really feel like I want to be with Auggie. Just pick one already! Why was it so difficult?
What do you think? If you want to hear the actual song, the link is on my profile. Oh, and Annie isn't trying to be mean, she just likes them both, so don't be mean about her please. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE review! I want to know you thoughts. On the story, or even just on the song. Just hit the button.
