Here we go again , I thought to myself when we entered the grand ballroom of Blood Pledge Castle, preparing myself to loss my fiance in the crowd after he entered the room. Meeting nobles, toasting ect. It has been 3 years since the "accidental" engagemant. Ofcoarse at that time, I wouldn't accept it , well mentally . I mean come on, you're eating dinner and talk when ofcoarse I igknowledge a person, but a very dear person for Yuri. But, granted, I didn't igknowledge them very well. Which earned me a slap on the face, on my left cheek. A physical threat for Yuri, but a lifelong proposal for me. Then for whatever reason, I started to love him. To this very day, I still don't know why I fell for him. I can't help it, I cant stop thinking about him .
our future, IF we ever had a relationship. I thought that he would accept the proposal after a while, but according to Yuri, male/male relationships aren't "normal" on Earth. Making it very ackward for him, but heartbreaking for me. .. Him thinking about everyone else, but my feelings towards him. Not supporting, or dening my feelings. Not even enough to break the engagement. But he doesn't . He just sits there and continues to make me wait. If I didn't love him, I would have broken it no problem, King or no King.... But.., now.. I really want to be with him.,., it also makes me want to think if.... I were a girl.... IF I were a girl .. would he accept me ...?... Would he accept me if I changed .. into a girl ? I mean.. It's not .. Impossible to do it .. It's called magic .. and .. I could care less about my pride if its to be with Yuri..
our future, IF we ever had a relationship. I thought that he would accept the proposal after a while, but according to Yuri, male/male relationships aren't "normal" on Earth. Making it very ackward for him, but heartbreaking for me. .. Him thinking about everyone else, but my feelings towards him. Not supporting, or dening my feelings. Not even enough to break the engagement. But he doesn't . He just sits there and continues to make me wait. If I didn't love him, I would have broken it no problem, King or no King.... But.., now.. I really want to be with him.,., it also makes me want to think if.... I were a girl.... IF I were a girl .. would he accept me ...?... Would he accept me if I changed .. into a girl ? I mean.. It's not .. Impossible to do it .. It's called magic .. and .. I could care less about my pride if its to be with Yuri..
~ I want him to be comfortable around me but as his fiance, or better yet ... his Husband.... but I know that could never happen unless I changed.
~ He wants me to be a friend.... I want to be more then that...
~ I want his happiness... even to go against my own....
My name is Wolfram Von Bielefeld, former prince and "acceidental fiance of the 27th Maoh of Shin Makoku.
