Aarson;
Not without you.
Chapter One.
Disclaimer; I don't own Emmerdale even though Jackson/Aaron our my fave couple.
Aaron's POV;
I wanted Jackson to wake up. Just to open his eyes even if it was a fraction of a second. He'd been just laying there over a week. Sleeping it off, while Me, Hazel, Paddy and I hate to say it but Jerry and all had been worried sick. I'm not one to show my emotions but I'd been crying with him. Not that no-one knew. Only Jackson..even he could hear me.
I'd sat near enough two hours. It was night time and I really should have gone home I just didn't want to leave him. No-one knew I was hear. I just wanted some time alone with him, to say stuff, not that I'm very good with words.
"Jackson" I began "I'm sorry for this, for everything if I could swap places with you I would, in a second I swear but I can't, I need you to know that I rang you for something important and that it would have been something worth listening to, I would change my actions but again I can't so I'm praying for you" I held his hand and began to sob. "See this is what you do to me Jackson, you make me feel emotional and weak but I'm in love with you Jackson and I'm glad you made me who I am now. I'd be dead if it weren't for you" I stopped, paused. I looked at him. He looked so life-less. I put my head down and began to cry. "Please, Jackson, please wake up. I need you and I miss you please" I sniffed and breathed in and lay my head on his chest.
It seemed as though forever passed by. I sat there hearing the machine for ages, no words just sobs. Then just out the corner of my eye. I saw Jackson with his eyes open! I gave a huge smile which I very rarely did. "Jackson..your awake!" I stated. "Aaron" He whispered not being able to talk much. I leaned forward closer to him and clutched his hand not wanting to let go. "Ey, don't talk. I'm here its okay" I saw him smile. That filled me with so much Joy.
"What…happened" Jackson asked "You were hit by a train and a car" I gulped it was such a horrible thing to say. "Will I be…ok" Jackson stuttered. I smiled "What did I say, I said don't talk yet" I held his hand but he didn't look. "What happens if something is terribly wrong?" He questioned. I knew how to answer this one. "I don't take if you can't walk or talk..I'll love you no matter what" I looked down after saying the last part. "You just said I love you" "Yes" I laughed and smiled "I feel so proud to love you to Jackson, that's why I was ringing ya, im so sorry. My life won't be complete without you Jackson" I finished. He just smiled. "I love you..too" I kissed his forehead and we just talked like a normal couple would.
That's how I would love it to be but sadly it's a soap its not going to happen like that. I love them though there the best soap couple. Please review thanks.
- Tanya-Leighh x
