p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Arial','sans-serif';"Pain. That's all I've felt my entire life. But I have to say that I enjoyed the pain. I endured it. It kept me going. Even until my dying day will I feel this pain. It's like a scar that will never fade, let alone, heal. It's like a human being living without a beating heart./span/p