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It was Sakura's first year at Hogwarts. Sakura was the perfect death eater's daughter. Her best friend was Pansy Parkinson, but when she would pick on those who had less then her or mudbloods she would feel like it was wrong. Even if all the other were doing it . She seen her Father act the same way. Even her brother. Her Dad told her told her that she ws a pureblood and better then everyone that wasn't. But why does she feel like its all wrong? The way she saw that it hurt the muggle borns feelings. She started to get confused. She wondered if she was really better then the half breeds or muggle borns. After her first year everything changed. She started to change, for the better. She never talked to anyone in any other house. She and Pansy stopped being friends. When at home she would stay in her room. When talk of the dark lord and his plans came up she would walk off. She kept to herself. She bearly passed her classes. She was always thinking, trying to figure out differences between mudbloods and purebloods, but she couldn't, other then the fact one has one or two muggle parents. But is that really a reason to hate them? One day, in Sakura's third year, a girl named Kitty Black talked to Sakura. Sakura and Kitty talked about normal stuff. Sakura also found out later on that Kitty was a cousin of hers. As years went by, Sakura slowly made more friends. She had friends from all of the other houses. Draco, Sakura's twin brother, found this to be a shame on the name of Malfoy and what is meant to be a Pureblood. Draco went and owled his father about Sakura's strange behaviour. Frankly, Sakura now hated the way she use to be and is happy that she changed.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

When Sakura and Draco were home on Holidays, Lucius had a long talk with Sakura. For the summer of Sakura and Draco, going into their 5th year, The summer Lucius was in azkaban, He told Narcissa that Draco and Sakura had to become death eaters to protect their family. Sakura declined, but Draco went along with it. Lucius also told Draco to keep Sakura in line. He told Draco that he better get her to start acting like a pureblood before Voldemort sees her the way she is.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

As Sakura and Draco were going into their last year, Lucius and Sakura had a fight about Sakura being a blood traitor. He had found out that Sakura became friends with Harry and his friends. That she joined Dumbledore's army. Lucius grabbed Sakura's left arm and placed the tip of his wand on the spot between her wrist and inner elbow. Sakura seemed un-nerved by it. Lucius told her that she was lucky that he was unable to put a dark mark on her. Sakura smriked at her father and told him that he can never make her become something she's not.

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

Please R&R or flame.