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Author's Note: This is a sisterfic with BigMouth12349. Read her half, then read mine. I'm pretty sure it's better than mine. Oh, this is Rin's side if you idiots haven't figured it out yet.

Seperations


I remember when I was little...probably around the age of 9 or something. I was playing with my brother, Len, and he was chasing me around. I don't really remember whether it was tag because it was a really long time ago. His smile...it's still inside my mind, which makes me happy. I always loved his smile. He pouts a lot, but that doesn't matter. As long as I'm with him, anything can make me happy.

Right when I was running in the road for a little while, I heard a car noise. I was really little, so I didn't understand much. When Len was a little far away from me, he suddenly ran towards me, shouting something like, "Look out!". He said something in the beginning, but I couldn't fully remember.

Right after the fall, he's ontop of me, and we're on the sidewalk...I think. The wind from the truck's speed rushed past us, clothes semi-flying. My ribbon's on the road, a little torn up from the impact. The truck drives away, as if the driver never cared that he almost ran over two children.

I look at the ground, then at Len, then my scraped knees and hands. Even if I didn't want to, I dared to look at the truck driving away, somehow still in sight. I look at Len, some tears forming in my eyes, then the tears fall freely.

I felt a pair of small arms wrap around me as I cried. "It's okay." Len repeated, rocking me back and forth even though he says he's a "big boy". He lets go of me as my wails turn to sniffles, and he turns around to get my ribbon, and place it back on my head.

"I'm sorry for knocking you over." he says as I fix my ribbon. I look at him with shock.

"Sorry? You're my hero!" I yelled, and hug him tightly with him returning the embrace.

I feel something weird inside of me when I'm around him...I didn't know when I was little.

Anyways...back on topic. Len pushing me, car driving away, blah blah blah...so, after that impact, mom ran outside and pulled us to our feet and quickly shouted, "Are you two okay!" and she turns to our father, who was running out of the house.

"You're supposed to watch them, you idiot!" mom yelled, father looking surprised. "Me? I thought you were taking care of our kids!" or something like that. So many fights in the past...I can't remember them all.

I have more memories of me and Len, but here's one that was the most devestating: my parents got a divorce, and we had to be seperated.

I was sitting in my room, crying my eyes out. Yes. Me, Kagamine Rin, crying. Didn't I tell you the last time I cried?

Anyways, Len walked into my room without bothering to knock. I got mad at that, and rubbed my eyes angrily asking, "Didn't anybody teach you to knock?"

Probably not. He went by my bed, and hugged me like the big brother he is. I tried to get out of his strong grip, but soon gave up and rested my head against his chest. I got this funny feeling inside of me again...but I tried not to think about it.

The reason why I don't want to think about it is that...when I was thirteen, I already knew what it was...love. I'm in love with my twin brother...

He once told me before,"Don't worry. We'll never be seperated."

Lies...

Next thing I knew, we're being told about the news. "Your father and I...are getting a divorce. We don't love each other-" Screw that.

Skip...skipping...done.

"Rin, you're moving in with me and your father is taking Len. I'm sorry sweetie." mother said, holding my shoulder, but I slapped her hand away. "No! I want Len to stay with me!" I shouted, hugging Len tightly, crying once again.

He holds me as tightly as I did, until our parents broke us apart to make us pack our stuff. "Just hurry so it doesn't get any sadder than it is right now." mother told us.

When we were seperated, I wrote letters to Len, and never got a single reply back. I kept asking mother why Len never replied. She just said, "Oh. I gotta do something right now." and then left the room.

I started to think that Len didn't care about me anymore ever since, and is just trying to forget about me.

When I was 16, I came home, which was a bad idea.

Mother was looking at the bowls of various foods than needed to be cooked, and she just stood there, as if she was dead. I asked her what was wrong. "Len...is dead. I'm sorry sweetie."

I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces, and the pieces were burned to ashes.

"What? What happened?" I asked frantically. "He...he commited suicide...he didn't leave a note or anything. Your father just found him in the backyard, hung by his neck..." and mother looked away from me. I fell to my knees as I tried to process what happened, but then tears started falling, blurring my vision.

I am now 18, and I'm just an empty shell. I tried to look for someone, but no one was really right. There were some, but they're just a bunch of perverts.

I kept thinking about Len...why he commited suicide, why he's always in my dreams...why...he left me...

I swore that I would never love anyone ever again, until I was with Len. That would be a long time because...he's dead, and I'm alive...

...Was he really dead though?


Author's Note: OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD, IF YOU READ BigMouth12349's SEPERATIONS, I'M SOOOOOO SORRY! I HAD A BUNCH OF STUFF HAPPENING!

Edit: Ah. I fixed one little mistake in here. You probably won't notice it.