Changes
Genna
Disclaimer: We all know the drill, Paramount owns the universe, I own only the story idea, and I get nothing for it.
Rated: PG-13
"I love you. I'll be back as soon as my shift ends." Kathryn reached up on tiptoes to kiss Chakotay goodbye. "Hurry back, I'll be waiting." He pulled her back against him and kissed her hungrily, his hands roaming over her body. "Gods Chakotay you make it so hard to leave." "Then don't, come back to bed with me, please." He pleaded while nuzzling her neck. "I wish I could, but it's not possible today. I'll be back soon." She kissed him again then left their quarters.
The doors slid shut behind her. "Computer save program." She ordered before leaving the holodeck.
Slowly Kathryn strolled back to her quarters, taking her time. She enjoyed being alone with her ship. Listening to Voyagers non-verbal communications, her humming and vibrations always eased Kathryns nerves. At the moment her nerves definitely needed to be calmed, especially now before she got home to her husband.
"Deck three." She stated as she entered the turbolift. As the doors closed she began to pace the lift. This would be the first time she had gone straight home to her husband after being with him. Before she had always planned her `meetings' while her husband was on duty or on an away mission.
It wasn't always like this. The first two years of their marriage she would never have even entertained the idea of taking a holo-lover. She had no need for one. Her husband had made sure that her every desire, every need was met. It was around the third year that thing started to change. He was no longer spontaneous, no longer eager to get her into their bed.
More and more Kathryn found herself frustrated and restless. She longed for the days when he would sneak up behind her and place gentle open-mouthed kisses on her neck. He knew that was the fastest way to get to her. She would give her commission to be woken up in the middle of the night by him wanting to makelove to her like he so often did before.
Kathryn didn't know what caused the change in him, truth be told she was scared to ask. Scared that he no longer found her attractive, that he was just staying with her out of pity. She knew that he still cared for her, but there were times when she ached for his touch, that she wondered.
What was left of their sex life was not much. If she were persistent enough he would give in, but it was never the same. When they were done she felt lonely and somewhat humiliated for having to practically beg him to makelove to her.
If they weren't back on Voyager she might have suspected another woman. Kathryn figured that there were some advantages to being on a small ship with a large rumor mill.
After a little investigating she found that he had been guilty of nothing, other than ignoring his hubandly duties.
Kathryn found herself at the door to her quarters. Nervously she keyed in the entry code. The doors slid open; she stepped in looking around for her husband. "Chakotay I'm home." She called out to him.
Genna
Disclaimer: We all know the drill, Paramount owns the universe, I own only the story idea, and I get nothing for it.
Rated: PG-13
"I love you. I'll be back as soon as my shift ends." Kathryn reached up on tiptoes to kiss Chakotay goodbye. "Hurry back, I'll be waiting." He pulled her back against him and kissed her hungrily, his hands roaming over her body. "Gods Chakotay you make it so hard to leave." "Then don't, come back to bed with me, please." He pleaded while nuzzling her neck. "I wish I could, but it's not possible today. I'll be back soon." She kissed him again then left their quarters.
The doors slid shut behind her. "Computer save program." She ordered before leaving the holodeck.
Slowly Kathryn strolled back to her quarters, taking her time. She enjoyed being alone with her ship. Listening to Voyagers non-verbal communications, her humming and vibrations always eased Kathryns nerves. At the moment her nerves definitely needed to be calmed, especially now before she got home to her husband.
"Deck three." She stated as she entered the turbolift. As the doors closed she began to pace the lift. This would be the first time she had gone straight home to her husband after being with him. Before she had always planned her `meetings' while her husband was on duty or on an away mission.
It wasn't always like this. The first two years of their marriage she would never have even entertained the idea of taking a holo-lover. She had no need for one. Her husband had made sure that her every desire, every need was met. It was around the third year that thing started to change. He was no longer spontaneous, no longer eager to get her into their bed.
More and more Kathryn found herself frustrated and restless. She longed for the days when he would sneak up behind her and place gentle open-mouthed kisses on her neck. He knew that was the fastest way to get to her. She would give her commission to be woken up in the middle of the night by him wanting to makelove to her like he so often did before.
Kathryn didn't know what caused the change in him, truth be told she was scared to ask. Scared that he no longer found her attractive, that he was just staying with her out of pity. She knew that he still cared for her, but there were times when she ached for his touch, that she wondered.
What was left of their sex life was not much. If she were persistent enough he would give in, but it was never the same. When they were done she felt lonely and somewhat humiliated for having to practically beg him to makelove to her.
If they weren't back on Voyager she might have suspected another woman. Kathryn figured that there were some advantages to being on a small ship with a large rumor mill.
After a little investigating she found that he had been guilty of nothing, other than ignoring his hubandly duties.
Kathryn found herself at the door to her quarters. Nervously she keyed in the entry code. The doors slid open; she stepped in looking around for her husband. "Chakotay I'm home." She called out to him.