Disclaimer: I do NOT own twilight or any of its characters………………S.M does.

(put this story somewhere in eclipse after twilight and new moon)

Chapter one: problems

Bella's POV

I was lying in Edward's cold arms, I still can't believe that he's in love with me, I just can't…..understand it. I mean not that I don't want him to love me, but would any male vampire would choose a human over a beautiful female vampire?……. I think not……..but I think Edward is special. I wonder when he's going to change me into a vampire I mean come on I'm not getting any younger………

"Why are you so silent? What are you thinking?" I looked at Edward and he smiled his crooked smile…..ahhhh I just adore that smile.

"uh…" I sighed "……nothing….."

"please….." oh he looks so sad , I should tell him, he is my boyfriend and everything…..wait he's doing it again…..darn…….

"it will just get you angry…"

He got close and wrapped my arms around me and kissed my forehead. "you know I would never be angry with you……"

"fine" I said. "Its just that…….well……I don't know why you chose me than a vampire…."

Edward's face got worried. "I don't need a vampire when I got you"

"but Edward, why?" he laughed, what's so funny?

"Bella…..you just don't know how special you are to me, do you?"

I stayed silent. "well….." I continued " if you change me, I would be more special than I am now would I?"

"Bella…….. Don't bring up the subject…."

" but I -" he interrupted me.

" Bella……stop."

I tried again "Edward I-"

" I said NO"

that's it, he is so stubborn, I can't even finish a sentence!

"oh come on!!! You are so stubborn!!! Why can't we talk about this without you complaining?!?!" I wanted this so much, I didn't wanted to yell at Edward, but he wasn't making any sense……and …..uggghhh!!!!

"there is nothing to talk about, I'm not changing you into a monster like I am and that's final!!"

"that's it!! You keep saying you are a monster, which you're not!"

"look Bella, just stop….okay just stop!"

"why are you treating me like a little kid?!?!"

"because you're acting like one!!" he said. Oh that hurt. He looked at my face, and then he looked away.

"you know what, I don't get it, what's wrong about me being a vampire?!?"

" look-"

"why don't you just leave me alone? You're good at that huh?" did I just say that?

He was hurt of what I said, could see it through out all his features. No I was guilty.

"Edward I-" I was trying to apologize but he once again interrupted.

"you want me to leave…..fine" and before I could say anything else, he was gone.

No….no……..no…….NO!!!! Why did I have to open my big mouth, why couldn't just keep my thoughts to myself? I fell to the floor crying my eyes out.

Please review, and tell me if I should continue it or just leave it as it is………..thanks!!!

Gab