Here We Go Again, a het huis anubis/house of anubis fanfic

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

I've throw all of your stuff that you've left at mine and all of the stuff you gave me, in the bin. I'm doing yoga to clear my mind of all thoughts including you. I've torn the part of you that lives in my heart out. All of your texts, calls, chat requests, emails and letters have been ignored by me. I've told my friends, family and everyone else I know that we're over. I know that its better off that I'm living without you in my life now. I know I'm lying to myself and everyone around me though. I break down in tears whenever you come back.

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're fallin' together
You think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again

How did you get back under my skin? I told myself that I'd forget about you. I should've known better before breaking up with you. Letting you go gets harder each time I try to. It's the circle of life, and keeps on going. I've tried to forget you so many times but it never works. You're like a drug, and I'm addicted to you. Every time I fall you fall too. Any person that doesn't know me personally would think that this is the first time and that I'll know better for next time. We're carrying on with the same repetition.

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

You never know what you want. Whenever you say something I know you don't mean it. I always go insane when I look into your eyes. You're never really listening to what I say because you only get half of it. You're always late for dates. It's still no use, I can't be truly happy with or without you!

And again and again and again
I throw all your stuff away
And then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

It never ends, just keeps on happening. No matter how many times I try nothing changes.

Here we go again
Here we go again
should've known better
Then trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Again and again and again and again

It's never going to end, so I guess I'm just going to have to live with it.