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Chapter 1 Letters and Goodbyes

Shuichi's POV

I can't take it anymore. I loved him more than anything in the world, but I guess we both have completely different personalities. It's already been a year since we've been together. We always fought each other and I would end up being thrown out of the house. Why does he do that to me? I love him. That's why I decided that I have to let him go. I can't continue this one-sided love story anymore.

When I got home from the recording studio, the room was awfully quiet. I search for Yuki and I found him on his office working on another novel.

"Yuki… can we talk for a moment?" I asked him quietly.

"As you can see, I'm quite busy here. "He said coldly.

"But…it's rather important." I told him. I tried or rather forced myself on not crying.

"Look…Shuichi…I'm working, so can you please not bother me?!? He shouted. He slammed the door in front of my face.

I stared at the closed door for a moment. Tears started to fall from my cheeks. Does he really hate me that much? I walked into the living room and I sat in the couch. I was pouring my heart out quietly. I don't want to disturb Yuki.

"He doesn't love me so why do I keep pushing myself on him?" I thought. Maybe I should let him go. I don't want him to suffer. I love him so much that's why I have to let him go.

Yuki's POV

After finishing my novel for six straight hours, I quickly turned my laptop off and I went into the kitchen to get something to drink. After getting a nice cool drink, I went to the living room to see Shuichi. I saw Shuichi sleeping on the couch. His hair smelled like strawberries. He looks so fragile right now, like an angel sleeping under the moonlight. I noticed that his eyes were still wet. Maybe he cried all night until he fell asleep. I really felt guilty. I shouldn't have scolded him. I kissed him on the forehead and I carried him to his room. I felt angry with myself. Shuichi deserves someone better than me. He someone love him truly. He loved me with all my heart and what do I do? I just kept ignoring him. I even throw him out of the house. I don't deserve him.

When I woke up my head started to hurts. What time is it anyways? I looked at the clock and I saw that it was already 1:30 p.m. I got up and I went into the living room. "Strange…" I thought. Shuichi usually wakes me up. As I look around, Shuichi was nowhere to be found. As I look into my office, I noticed a letter on the top of my laptop.

Yuki,

I'm sorry. I thought that my love for you was strong enough for the both of us. I guess I was wrong. I tried to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I didn't say anything but inside of me there are so many words waiting to come out. I wanted to tell you how I feel about you; on how you broke my heart and on how I need you in my life…but I guess these words will stay hidden in my heart. Locked and it will never opened again. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too…but I guess I'll never know. I'm sorry if I became a burden to you. I thought that I can change your heart. I really love Yuki…that's why I have to let Yuki go. I want you to move on as if I never existed. Good-bye Yuki.

Shuichi

I felt silent for a moment. Shuichi has left me. It's my entire fault. If I showed him my true feelings then, this would never happen. I hurt him. I noticed that there were dry tears on the paper. I guess he was crying when he wrote this.

As I repeated the contents of the letter, I felt silent. "Shuichi" I thought. My head was full of her images. My brat was gone and he is never coming back.

A/N: Hello everyone!! Please give your review so that I can upload chapter 2 earlier!! I need at least 10 reviews to finish my chapters. So give your reviews! (evil laugh) Hehe sorry… XD. this is my first gravitation story!