Yo what's up people? This is going to be my first try at a yaoi so please be nice. Also if you don't like yaoi then DON'T READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please review and Enjoy
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I don't know how this happened.
Hell this was never supposed to happen, not to me. I am the emotionless Uchiha. I'm the one who slaughtered everyone besides my foolish brother that night. I'm not supposed to feel this, this feeling.
Ever since I met that man my barriers have slowly been crumbling away. Ever since the day I joined Akatsuki, ever since I got to know him I feel different. I'm starting to feel.
But I am not supposed to feel. I don't need to feel. I don't need to feel happy. I don't need to feel relived when I see he is unharmed. I don't need to feel safe in his presence. I don't need to feel wanted or needed. And I diffidently don't need to feel love. I should have lost those feeling long ago but there coming back. And it's because of that man.
I feel foolish of feeling these things. I scold myself every time I feel these things. I just want to kill that man so I can go back to being emotionless. So I don't have any weakness. Because feelings and emotions are a sign of weakness and I will not have that.
But every time I see him. Every time I see that shark bastered those feelings come back and I forget why I should, why I need to dispose of him.
Every day it gets harder to keep up my emotionless face. Every day he is chipping away at the ice and maybe someday I will let him in.
Maybe I can tell him about these feelings I only get when he is around, when I know he is safe. Maybe someday I will tell him that I consider him as a partner I can trust with my life, something I have not had for awhile. Maybe someday I can tell him that he is more then a partner but a, a friend to me or the closest thing that I will believe in. And maybe someday, maybe someday I will tell him that I feel he is more than a friend.
Maybe someday I will tell him that he has made someone so cold as me lo-
"Itachi –san we are here"
I look up and find he is right. We are back in Konaha to capture the kyubi brat.
"Let's go then."
He looks down at me and gives me that grin of his. That sadistic grin that makes my blood boil and butterflies fly in my stomach. But I keep my calm out look so not to give away anything.
As we near our targets signature I chance a quick peek at him.
Yes. Maybe someday I will tell him.
Someday.
But not today.