A Boondocks Poem: Pain

(Shout out to bleedingfire596...sorry)

I do not own the boondocks,...and all that crap! :P


Pain

Yes, that's what i'm feeling

I don't even have the strength to stop stareing at the ceiling

I just seem to weak to even start healing

Why even live when you can just jump off a building

but i Won't do that because I'm not that willing

I'm just a loser that's why they call me the villian

I hurt you so bad, thats why I am killing

My self inside, but there's no where to hide

And if you don't trust me

well, belive me i've tried.

I just feel like i've died,

but you brought me back to suffer,

Damn, man I know i'm whack

and mother-

fuck, man curse my luck,

I just lost the only one I loved.

Just drown me in a tub,

or hit me with a club,

cuase theres no way I can ever go on

My life sucks

And if you say no,

but if you say yes,

all my heart,

will be put to the test,

I'll put on that vest,

and I'll propese to you,

in frount of the rest,

of our friends and family,

and I'll look like a fool,

but I'll tell them to shut the fuck up,

and watch them niggas drool,

when we walk away cool,

and go back to school,

no, not to attend,

to marry,

and we'll be together to the end,

but what if you say no,

will i look like a hoe,

I just won't know which way to go,

you'll probablly think I am slow,

But I just don't know,

you'll probablly hate me,

and won't want to date me

you'll be hurt, and i'll just go bizerk

Jump out the window,

and i'll have that window pain.