What Jess might've been thinking after Rory told him she might've loved him. Or on the bus ride. Read with an open mind, When I wrote this it wasn't intended to be a fanfic, but I thought it fit after seeing the season finale.

My mind is warped

I cannot make sense of this god forsaken world

Why must I be here why!?

I am nameless faceless in a world of robots.

I have a heart but it has been broken;

Not usable, not lovable

Tears stream, always do they stream

Down this face tired and lonely.

Broken I am broken,

No will to live, no home, no happiness

Though yet I seek, I seek for my purpose;

For I know I must have one...

Pain, darkness, death, and sorrow

All caused by me

But why? There must be a reason.

A reason I am here, a reason I cannot die...

The pain of life is so hard to bear

So hard to feel

Though I am burdened with more than my share...

Torn from the ones I love the ones I trust

Why y for must it be this way so far away

I can't touch I can't see I can't breathe

Am I dead? Have I died an went to hell?

No I am in hell, my own little hell... my universe, my life