A/N: Alright to be honest I have only written a couple drabbles for this ship and thought I would give my hand at trying a chapter story for it. I Hope everyone else likes this, let me know any ideas or thoughts about this story, anything is appreciated. Enjoy. I do not own any of these characters but with I could borrow a couple of them just for a little while lol.

Also wanted to let everyone know that Dumbledore and Sirius did not die, they are both very much alive in this story so I guess it will be a little AU.

Chapter 1: Dealing with the past.

Harry was sitting at his table in Grimmauld place drinking a steamy hot cup of Joe. The daily profit was opened in front of him as his eye scanned the headlines for anything worth reading. He turned his head to the opening of the kitchen as he heard His Godfather, Sirius, stomp down the stairs. Harry shook his head laughing as he heard his Godfather stumble on the last step, as always, and hit his hand on the opposite wall.

"Harry we really have to do something about that last stair, It keeps tripping me up every morning."

"Well good morning to you to Sirius. I have never had a problem with that stair before. Maybe you just do not know how to walk." Harry laughed at the hopeless expression on Sirius's face.

"You think you are so funny do you." Sirius was interrupted by an owl tapping on the kitchen window. He walked over and let the bird in and watched as it flew over to Harry.

"Who would be writing me, No one knows I am back here." Harry had spent the last eighteen years out of the wizarding world. He went to study at a muggle college back in the states and worked as a teacher at a high school for several years and just returned the month before. He was hoping he could stay away from everyone for a little while longer but that looked like it was not going to happen.

Harry opened the letter and scanned over it quickly before dropping it on the table.

"Can't a guy have a rest once in a while with out anyone wanting something from him?" Harry asked as he took another swig of his Joe.

"What did it say Harry?" Sirius asked a little curious as to who was writing his Godson.

"It was Dumbledore, he has heard I graduated with a teaching degree and was teaching over in the states. He wants to know if I would like to have a job at the school teaching Muggle studies."

"What are you going to say. You know you do not have to work if you do not want to, you have more than enough money. The question is, would you be happy just sitting here doing nothing for the rest of your life?" Sirius asked, knowing that his Godson hated just sitting around. Sirius was the one who had told Dumbledore that Harry was back, knowing the old man would offer a job to Harry.

"I guess I will except it. I am however not going to live at the school, I'll floo over in the mornings and back here at night. I'm not going to live my life in that castle." Sirius only nodded and smiled at his Godson, thankful he was going to continue to do something with his life.

"Now all you need is a lover in your life and you will be complete." Sirius said with a laugh.

"You know what happened last time I was with someone, You also know that is why I left in the first place. I can't endanger anyone else's life, I think I'll stay single. "

"Harry that was over eighteen years ago, What happened to him is not your fault. You should go see him, he would tell you that him self. There is no more threat out there and you need to be happy, Za."

"Don't you dare say his name. He got hurt because of me, it WAS my fault, it always was. Do not argue with me alright. There are still people out there that would love to see me dead and I won't put someone else though what he went though."

"Don't you even want to know how he is now? What he did go though when you left. I love you pup but you can't move on until you know these things. The only way you will find out is if you go to talk to him."

Harry hung his head down in defeat and knew his Godfather had a point. Before the war Harry had gotten to know and fell in love with Blaise Zabini. He loved the other boy with everything he had, but he was scared because of the war. When the final battle started he told Blaise to stay with his friends until it was over but Blaise did not listen. He ran out of the castle to try and help Harry and was thrown back by a curse. Harry almost lost it right then, seeing his love crumpled on the ground, unmoving.

After the battle was over he found Blaise on a hospital bed in Great hall and he was still not awake. The nurse said he was in a coma, bleeding in the brain, broken ribs and fractured back. She had healed everything except the bleeding in the brain and was not sure when or if he would come out of the coma.

Harry stayed with Blaise until they could stop the bleeding and then he left for America. He couldn't put Blaise though any more of that pain. Harry knew there were still Death Eaters out there and others that would gladly kill him or hurt those he cared for, so he did the best thing for everyone.

"Fine where is he?" Harry finally asked

"He lives at Malfoy Manor now."

"What why. I thought him and Malfoy no longer got along after Malfoy found out about us?"

"It has been over eightteen years Harry. Things change." Harry only nodded his head before he apperated to the front gates of Malfoy manor.

Harry felt his whole body shacking while he stared up at those gates. All memories of the war and his time in this Manor came flashing back to the forefront of his mind. He almost didn't go though with seeing Blaise before an elf popped up in front of him.

"Oh you is Mister Potter, what is Mister Potter doing here sir?" The elf asked

"I came to see Master Zabini." Harry said

"Oh you mean Master Malfoy sir, I'll be right back." Harry went to tell the elf that he did not want Malfoy he wanted Zabini but the little guy left so fast. Harry paced the gate waiting for someone, anyone to show up before he lost his nerve. Suddenly the gate swung open and Harry walked the long stretch up to the doors. As he was walking up the steps the doors opened and Blaise walked out, white as a ghost.

"Ha.. Harry?"

"Zabini." Harry nodded at his ex lover.

"Uh yeah it's Malfoy now." Zabini said as he looked at the ground.

"Oh alright, I think I'll just stick with Blaise if that is alright?" Harry asked, feeling like he was going to get sick, all he wanted to do was press his lips to Blaise's and go back in time.

"Yeah That's fine. What brings you here?" Blaise asked as he rubbed his hands together. Harry smiled knowing he was just as nervous.

"I needed to speak with you about the past." Blaise looked into Harry's eyes finally and Harry saw a tear sliding down his face. He fought the urge to wipe it off and took a step back.

"Sure, come in side. We can have some tea and talk. Draco's not home right now."

Harry found himself sitting in the lounge staring across at Blaise. He couldn't believe he was sitting here staring at the handsome guy across from him. It had been so many years but Blaise still looked the same.

"Alright Harry talk, please." Blaise said as he placed his drink on the table.

"I wanted to first say how sorry I am for leaving back then. I was so scared for your life, I didn't want anything else to happen to you. I."

"Your sorry, you left me there in a coma, alone. I woke up and do you know what the first words I said was, DO YOU." Blaise had waited so long to say this to Harry he couldn't help but yell.

"No I." Harry tried

"Of course you don't. I said "Where's Harry." I was looking for you. My lover, my boyfriend, the only person that went though my mind while I was laying there. I loved you so much Harry, I hurt so bad. The only person that came to see me was Draco. He never once made me feel alone, never once said anything bad about you or that I was stupid for ever being with you." Blaise was really crying now and yelled the last couple things.

Harry jumped when the door slammed open and a tall Blond was standing there staring at the two of them.

"Dad you alright? What's wrong I heard yelling all the way in my room." Harry couldn't believe what he was looking at in the door way. This was Blaise's son. He was tall and muscular, not a lot of muscle but toned, like he played Quidditch for a long time. His hair was down to his eyes and very very blond, his eyes were wide with worry and slightly Hazel with grey spots though out the iris's. Harry knew he had to also be Draco's son too and Harry was Happy for Blaise.

"Everything is alright Scorp. Just having a discussion with a very old friend." The boy walked into the room and looked down at Harry. Harry couldn't help but run his eyes over the entirety of the boy. Once his eyes met with the others he felt something stir in him. Something that was once there when he was with Blaise, and he couldn't help but smile.

"Who are you?" The boy asked but Harry didn't have a chance to answer

"Scorp please. Nothing is wrong. We are just talking about the past. Now go finish your summer work and start packing, you head back to Hogwarts tomorrow." Harry now smiled again, he would be able to see this boy all year.

"Sorry about him. A teenager and very protective of his dad."

"You seem very happy Blaise. How old is he?"

"Scorpius is Seventeen, an adult now in this world, and in his seventh year at Hogwarts."

"I'm guessing with two Slytherin parents he is also in that house." Harry smiled

"Yes he is. We would have been proud of him where ever he landed but he is definitely Slytherin material." Blaise laughed

"Blaise I am truly sorry for what ever pain I caused you in the past. I am happy for you and would love to be able to stay friends."

"I'll try Harry. It almost killed me when I found out you were gone. It was like I tried to help for nothing because you were still dead to me. Like I was saying Draco helped me out a lot. Took care of me until I was completely healed. Then we found out I was pregnant with Scorp and we got Married. It has been a great Seventeen years with that boy in my life."

"I'm glad. I never stopped loving you Blaise. Never could bring myself to be with anyone since. I know it's stupid me telling you this but I just couldn't bring my self to be with anyone else."

"Harry you need to find someone. You deserve love and happiness like all of us do. Yes I know there is still people out there that would like to see you suffer, but that threat is not as great as it once was, and not as bad. So please find someone, be happy."

"I'll try. Thank you for talking to me Blaise. I hope to see you around soon." Harry said as he left to go back to his house with thoughts of what he had lost with Blaise going though his mind.

A/N: I think I did alright, wanted to have the back story in there about Harry and Blaise and introduce Scorpius in there also. Hope everyone likes it. Please Review.