This has been in my mind for a while. It was right after I first heard "Say OK" by Vanessa. She's kinda good, I guess. Anyways, so I just got around to it. Now, excuse me if it sounds crappy or there are a few errors, because I made this at 9:30 PM through a tired mind. OK? OK, now on with the stuff.
Disclamier: Insert snappy comment here
I walked into his room, flopping onto his recliner at the edge. My tired brown eyes buried in his tan palms in fatigue. I switched on my plasma, looking around the room for his mocha that I ordered. My dresser; the one place I hated it to be.
Music was playing from the speakers. He was mesmerized by what he saw. Even more by the song.
You
are fine
You
are sweet
But
I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When
you're close I don't breathe
I
can't find the words to speak
I
feel sparks
But
I don't wanna be into you
If
you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No
I don't wanna start seeing you
If
I can't be your only one
I paused the television, thinking about those lyrics. It was about them.
So
tell me when it's not alright
When
it's not ok
Will
you try to make me feel better?
Will
you say alright?
Will
you say ok?
Will
you stick with me through whatever?
Or
run away
Say
Ok.
When
you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm
not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But
I don't wanna be into you
If
you don't treat me the right way
See
I can only start seeing you
If
you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)
Two weeks. Two weeks in and things screwed up.
So
tell me when it's not alright
When
it's not ok
Will
you try to make me feel better?
Will
you say alright?
Will
you say ok?
Will
you stick with me through whatever?
Or
run away
Say
Ok.
Let
me know if it's gonna be you
Boy,
you've got some things to prove
Let
me know that you'll keep me safe
I
don't want you to run away so
Let
me know that you'll call on time
Let
me know that you won't be shy
Will
you wipe my tears away
Will
you hold me closer
I shut off the TV, rushing out of the room. She left in a few minutes for Arizona and wouldn't see the cast in 5 months. I couldn't do that. I had to tell her now. There she was. Leaving. Out the door already. I ran after her. She turned. Just as she turned, it poured. Great, just perfect. I rushed. Held her by her arms. "I'm so sorry for all I did. I never ever meant to hurt you!" I screamed.
Hurt was the key word. A slap to the eye. All over a misunderstanding.
She brushed off my hands, looking me straight in the eye. "Well, too late. What's done is done and...we can't change it. Bye Corbin." She moved again and walked away.
"Please, Vanessa, I didn't mean it. I'm sorry!" I called. I was drenched. Like I cared.
She faced me, fortunately. Although, I wish her coco eyes would be lighter on emotion. "Sorry!? You're sorry?! Corbin, you slapped me! Over a misunderstanding! I loved you with all my heart, and you didn't trust me enough!"
"I was scared! OK? Zac wanted you, Lucus, and even Chris. I was scared you wanted them over stupid, little me. Ok? I was a stupid, idiotic, jealous boy! But I'm sorry. I never meant to. I never wanted you to leave me. I love you!"
We were face to face, so the was no reason to yell anymore now.
"But you knew I loved you too and you didn't trust me enough. I had to do a song with a guy. So what? If you trust me enough, it wouldn't bother you so much, if not at all." She placed her hand to my cheek. I held it there, taking in the warmth it gave my body since she left. I've been so cold. So cold.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Truely sorry." I stroked her cheek gently, yet still she winced. "Does it hurt?"
"Only when its touched." She smiled through raindrops of her eyes. "But not anymore."
I wiped away her tears, smiling down at her. "I love you."
She smiled back at me. "I love you too."
I leaned down, brushing my lips over her puerto rican beautiful lips. I felt her kiss back and enjoyed every moment.
I smiled against her lips as I pulled her closer, holding her hip and neck. She curled those small arms around my neck, I felt her tongue begging to my lips. I wanted her so badly, I granted.
Air was needed, so we unwillingly parted. We stared at each other in serenity.
Which...did not last. I pulled her up, swinging her around in the rain. She laughed and hugged me back.
When
it's not alright
When
it's not ok
Will
you try to make me feel better
Will
you say alright?
Will
you say ok?
Will
you stick with me through whatever,
Or
run away?
Say
OK
Don't
run away, don't run away, don't run away.
Will
you say OK?
And that's how I said OK.
Aww, how cute. I honestly think Corbin and Vanessa are cute together. Don't you? Well, so what. R+R ppl, plez! Well, I'm off to bed. G'Night everyone:)
