I've been outside. Waiting for the sun. Waiting for this day to be over. I've seen worlds that don't belong. I can't talk; my mouth is dry from the words I cannot verbalise. Why did you leave? And now you can't come back. Fred I miss you.
Harry comes over. I finally speak. "Will you keep me safe? Safe in your arms so much like towers?"
"Since when have my arms been towers?" he jokes but pulls me into his arms tightly and I cry.
I am broken. I do not think I will restore the innocence lost in this single night. So much loss. He broke a promise. Fred I mean. He said he would always keep me safe and from harm. But he is the one who has hurt me the most. I need these shattered promises lying on the floor to be made whole again. To make me whole.
"What was that?" I say.
Harry looks at me astonished. Clearly he hadn't heard it. It was a voice. But not just any voice. Freds'. I try and block out the cries of my family to hear his voice again to preserve it so we have a chance to hear him once again. But nothing. I have to prove I didn't just hear it. I have to prove to myself that I am not insane. I then realise it was just George. Desperate for it to be untrue for Fred to be alive and laughing and pranking again. I start to sob. I cry harder and louder than I have in my life. I never thought he would be gone.
The war may be over but not for us. We lost someone. Someone who made our lives worth living and fun. This one death insignificant to some has caused our whole family to cry. I never thought I'd live to see the day that dad, bill and Charlie cried. But it seems to be worse for George. He's in shock. Well that's to say the least. He's just sitting their staring. He hasn't moved for over an hour. Since after that foul wretched evil Voldemort died thanks to the loving and brave boyfriend I am now crushing in my arms.
Can't we go back? Can't we go back and give the life back to those who've lost and those who will lose there lives as an aftermath of the war? We just want to be whole. Help us for we are a broken family. I am broken beyond repair but not as much as the rest. We need help. Help us to be whole again. Please. Please.