He just doesn't get it..
He says he loves me, he thinks that things can just fit back into place. He's wrong. It can't. He can't see how different he and my John are.. or were. I want him back so much, I can't love this man the same way I loved him. He is not him. Not really.
At least he died honorably.
Frell! I am being so PATHETIC! Listen to me! I have to just swallow it, push it down and just get on with my life. I lost him, it happens. Drowning myself in self pity doesn't help, I found that out the hard way. It just leads to worst situations, I have to get a grip on my emotions.
They were what killed John. He was always so heroic.
Frell it! I want him alive again! And Zhaan, she didn't deserve death, I was the cause of it..
I should have done something, I don't know what, but I should have done something! Anything..
First Zhaan, now him.
It's all my frelling fault.
Chrichton, you just don't get how I feel, it'll never be the same, never. Please stay away from me.
You don't know what it's really like.