Red...red everywhere...it's sticky...warm...coming out of mommy and daddy...
Mommy...? Daddy...? Are you ok? ...mommy? Daddy?! Mommy! Daddy! Why aren't you responding?! A-are you asleep? I...what am I supposed to do?! I...what's happening!? They aren't moving! What...what happened?!
Ah! The car! The car! We were traveling! Going home to Tatsumi Port Island after a trip to another city! But...what exactly...
Oh...right. We crashed. We crashed?! Then...then that means... MOMMY! DADDY! PLEASE! WAKE UP! Hopefully if I keep shaking them...
No, it's useless...more of the red thing's coming out of mommy and daddy's bodies...
...then...I come to the conclusion...
...They're gone...I'm the only one left...I'm all alone...I...why does this have to happen...? Mommy...daddy...did I do something wrong? ...was I a bad child...?
The...the sky...why's it green?! It's...it's supposed to be night, right? But...night or day...it never turns green like this...
What's with this rattling...? Nothing around me could even cause it...
WAH! What?! That...that sudden crash! It's not from the car or anything...
A-a...girl? She's older than me, for sure. With blonde hair and blue eyes and WAS THAT A GUN COMING OUT OF HER ARMS?! What's she doing, jumping around like that?!
Her jumps are as high as can be, higher than the really big supports of the bridge we were now in. What...what was she doing? She could get hurt!
There's that rattling again...onee-chan looks like she's going where the sound's coming from...
Where exactly is that rattling sound coming from? Should I follow her? I should...but...I don't wanna leave mommy and daddy here...
The bridge rattled. What...? An earthquake? And there's this bad smell coming from the car...what is this...? It...smells like the stove...and...like something's burning...
This is bad, I should get out of here! Then, when I was a good distance away, it happened. There was a loud boom and a very big fire burned our car.
No...there's no way...mommy and daddy could never survive that...but...
I can't look away...my eyes were stuck in the scene...until I heard clanking, the rattling was also back. There was another loud boom and then...
I saw Onee-chan...fighting with...WHAT IS THAT?! I-I'm frozen. I can't move...I...
I'm scared.
Onee-chan noticed me, she quickly knocked the monster down with one hit, and approached me. She looked very serious right now...I couldn't hear what she was saying but...
Her eyes focused on me...then...everything went blurry.
It's been 2 years since that incident...
I can't recall anything past that moment with Onee-chan...Mommy and daddy were gone...I'm all alone...my aunts and uncles each handle me alternately...I...
I... Can't feel...anything...ever since that day...every day seems uninteresting...I lost all my will to live...but I don't want to die either...I lost interest in anything...I'm always tired despite being well rested...and sometimes my chest hurts...we got that checked but turns out everything was normal...I don't know if this is normal or not but...
Whatever...
It doesn't matter. Living and interacting with people is a drag...and dying, on the other hand, doesn't matter to me either...
Nothing matters... I don't care...it's no big deal...even if the sky turns green, people turn to coffins, or water turns to blood every midnight...it doesn't concern me...
I mean, why should I care? Not like I'm affected. I've learnt...emotions...are useless...
Everything has no meaning. At all.