contagious
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multi-shot.
"us" –regina spektor
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i have been dying of cancer my entire life, not to make it a huge deal, but it is terminal and i may or may not be alive to witness my next birthday.
there's this program, similar to Make a Wish, but it gives you multiple wishes. on the eve before my sixteenth birthday, which may or not be my last birthday, i made a careful and thoughtful list of what i truly wanted.
my goal list—before i die:
1) i want to be able to get my license
2) to live to see my step dad marry my mom
3) to get my first kiss from my biggest crush: josh hotz
4) pull an all-nighter and watch the sunrise with my besties
5) have a cake-boss cake for my birthday party
6) have a sweet sixteen birthday bash
7) feel beautiful; hair or no hair
8) go to prom
9) say goodbye + amendments
i was determined to make this list happen; who cares if it's not a legit bucket list? those nine things listed are the only things that i want and can possibly make happen.
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this is a multi-shot. each chapter will be based off each of the numbered item from above. a story about each.
review?
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