My heart told me his shadow was always with me. But I drove my hands to my pale features, and brushed away the rain. I wash my scars of remembering his face, the thought of us loving eachother, it hurts me inside. I had to turn my back on him, push away his love for me. We couldn't be together as one. I knew my eyes would never contact his. Our lives were to separated, we'd never meet. The pondering I did, day and night. My pillow be soaked or drenched in sarrows. I'd always be with him, Now I see, No matter how far away we may be, I'd keep that shadow, he leaves for me. I'd capture his heart. Let it fly freely, Hopeing he'd always love me, and remember the times we had, just us, letting our thoughts pile up. Angel of mine, my dear friend, "I love you" is what I mean to say. Please, do not forget me.