Anger, deceit, hurt and despair
The realization that life's not fair.
I loved you deep, I loved you true.
My love to the curb is what you threw.
The whole town could see it, plain as day.
Obviously I was the natural way.
You wouldn't admit it though, because you were blind.
Someday you will – you've got eternal time.
We used to be friends, buddies, mates.
Why'd you pick him? Why'd you fight fate?
I had it all planned. Our life was divine.
A perfect fantasy now, 'cause you'll never be mine.
You're a monster now, you let him win.
You've given up life, an unforgivable sin.
You're not warm anymore, not soft, not alive
We're enemies now so our love cannot thrive.
There will be no more sunshine, hand-holding or beaches.
Happiness like that is not meant for you leeches.
Yeah I sound bitter, so what? You betrayed me.
Kissed, fed me lies and goddamn played me.
Left me here all alone and left me to grieve.
Our nice home on the Rez is now just a dream.
The thought of you stone hard and cold leaves me heaving.
You made the wrong choice. We were easy as breathing.