My name is Astrid Hofferson. I am a 16 year old student a Berk high. I have been going here for the past year since I moved to Berk! I have a crush on Hiccup Haddock but I have one problem, I was born with a penis and I'm afraid that Hiccup will reject me! At my last school they found out one day in the changing room and I was bullied very badly! The stripped me naked and posted photos all around the school! I got so bad I started to consider suicide. My parents took me out of school and moved here when they found out! But what they don't know is that I cut myself ! I keep it under wraps and always keep my arms covered up!
I'm really worried that someone is going to find out so I keep to myself. I have no friend, and sit on my own at lunch, and never talk to anyone unless I had too. I skipped pe as much as I can but I can't every week! When I do partake I wait until all the girls are finished before I change and even then I don't feel safe!
During class I sit at the back of the room away from everyone else. There's only one problem! Hiccup sits at the back too. Which worries me in case he finds out. I often get a hard on in class just thinking about him and then I have to wait for everyone else to leave before I can rush to the bathroom to relieve myself.
But with the new school term starting tomorrow I'm worried that hiccup will sit at the back again which will make this year harder than ever! So what am I going to do! This is going to be another long year! Especially since I have another 2 years before I can do my leaving very and get my own place and go to collage.
I'm a broken person and I don't think that I will ever be able to fix myself!