This is for my friend dramionecullen94. She has no idea how much of a difference she makes. Thanks chik. Im turning into a Snily shipper now :)

This is from the point of view of Snape, for his Lily. It starts when Snape is dying, and continues into afterlife. I hope you all like it and dont forget to review !

At last

My heart stopped beating, but never stopped loving. Every day your in my thoughts, in my mind, my vision. I feel longing, love, sadness and desire, for a person I will never truly tell my deepest thoughts. For my one aim in life, Lily Evans, was to ensure your happiness. It pained me to hear you had moved on, without me, your name changed and now a life growing inside you. Lily Ev- Potter, a mother. I always knew you would be, and a brilliant one at that, I was sure of it. It just broke me to know you and I would never share a bond as close as you share with him. And so, I stayed away, not interfering. I heard you had a son, and I didnt visit, even though you sent me letters saying it was your one wish. I knew if I looked at you again, I would surely crumble, and so it was goodbye.

The last thing I saw before I left this world. Your eyes. The most beautiful eyes on the whole damn planet. And it was in that moment, that I forgave you. I came to realise that you could not control how you fell in love with Potter, no more than I can control how I fell in love with you, because that's the harsh reality of it, Lily. I have never loved anyone more in my life as I love you right now. And I thank God everyday that he made you, because my life would surely have served no purpose without you in it, even if I lost you in the end.

I looked up towards young Potter, closed my eyes. And a breeze ran across my face. Surely I was hallucinating. There was no breeze, we were in the boat house, behind closed doors, my warm blood running down my neck.

I looked up and saw a bright blue sky, clearest i have ever seen. I sat still for a moment, scared to move. I listened for my heart beat, but there was none. Gone were the days when a heartbeat defined my existence. I heard a laugh, and turned, wary, but no- one was there. I noticed where I was. The stream trickled slowly downhill, the leaves of a nearby tree shaking in the light breeze. Another light giggle floated through the air towards me, from behind a bush, but I ran over and no one was there. I was alone, as always, as in life.

"Severus, come catch me!" laughed a voice, the voice, echoing in the breeze, like an empty room.

I froze in place, refusing to believe what my ears were telling me. My breathing became erratic, and I'm sure if my heart had a beat, it would have jumped out of my chest. I ran over to the tree, a smile itching to break on my lips but again, no- one appeared.

I was not surprised. Stupid, I told my self. How many times over the years have I imagined her voice, her face, her eyes, in front of me. Ignore it, and continue to get on with things, like usual, I told my self.

I sat on the ground, the soft dirt grinding into my finger nails, the bite marks and battle scars gone from my arms. My hair was shorter, I realised to. I brushed my hands through it, not thinking, and dirt shook its way down my fringe. I stood back up, and walked a short path, over to the stream, and placed my hands in it. The refreshing water swirled around fingers, clensing them.

"Sev..." a voice echoed.

Ignore it, you fool, she's not coming back.

"Sev-er-us Snape, Sev-er-us Snape" a voice sung across the hill in light spirit.

This was when I caught sight of my reflection. A shock ran through me, and I nearly fell in the stream. I was no longer my present self , I was much younger. The wrinkles were gone, and my features less prominant. I was as I was thirty years ago, young youth, the years of adult hood absent. I stroked my hand over my face. A few bristles had started to make thier way out of my chin, I was not as young as I first thought. I picked the last bits of dirt out of my hair and ran my fingers through the stream once more.

When I caught a reflection next to me.

You. Your eyes glistening in the reflectiong of the water, your auburn hair shining in the sun, and that gorgeous smile beaming angelic rays. I dared not believe it, but yet, there you were, I was seeing you with my own eyes.

"Lil-"

I turned around but it was only I.

"Your not fast enough silly!"

"Wha-?"

"Up here"

A pair of thin long legs were dangling from the tree, our tree, and she waved. For the first time in years, I held a genuine smile.

"Are you gonna stand there all day, or you comin up here".

I stood in shock a stupid grin across my face, and I was sure my whole body was going to combust with happiness. I took no time in running. I ran faster than I had ever ran in my whole existence, faster than I ran when the three headed dog tried to take my life, faster than when saving Potter and his friends from the dementors, faster than when I knew the death eaters had penetrated the castle. In a second I was at the bottom of that tree. At my age, there was no way I would have been able to climb a tree and not feel the repercussions, and yet, I found my self at the top, sitting near the trunk. She was in the middle of the thick branch, looking out into the sunset.

I have never seen anything so beautiful in my life. Surely, after all these years, this had to be worth it.

"You finally made it".

And we both knew she wasnt talking about climbing up the tree. She turned and looked into my eyes, held out her hand. I moved forward on the tree, thinking I was going to lose my balance, but it was like a magnetic force was pulling me towards her, and nothing was going to stop me from reaching my destination. Our hands met, and it was glorious. She smiled at me as out fingers interlaced, and the heartache I felt ceased to exist. Finally i felt complete, and the enormous weight lifted off of my heart.

I never really lost you did I Lil.

xoxoxoxox

I toyed around with this quite a bit, but I hope you all like it ! r.i.p severus and lily, may you rest in peace together xx dont forget to review and tell me your thoughts :D